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Da Ugly Ducklin – The Transparent Me 7/22/15 (DAY 3)

Please forgive me for the dumb videos that end abruptly, without a proper outro message. But, time will definitely fix that, as I get more better at recording. Eventually, I’ll have a better device, with a huger storage. However, until then I ask you to bear with me.

I was cut off while explaining what happened with my last husband, and why we separated. As I was telling you, I made the horrible mistake of marrying way too quick from start. But, I was terribly lonely. Remember, I have ALL grown children, and they were moving on with their lives and happy for the most part… going out to eat, coupled up. Beach trips, constantly at the casino or club. Even though some of the places they frequented, I’m no longer interested in, I still wanted a mate, and I jumped at the very first chance that came my way and the latter months was beyond overkill. Not to mention the fact that I wasn’t really over my previous husband, who I’m BACK with SMH, and that’ll be elaborated on as time progresses. Moreover, I carried hurt and all types of other damaging baggage over into my marriage, thus reaping unnecessary havoc for myself.

I was constantly bickering, complaining, nitpicking and physically abusing this man, and he held it all in until it came out in the worst way on that gruesome night, turned morning, beat down that I received, where God once again spared my life. now, this time, I wasn’t able to drive myself to the hospital like before and not because of any physical impairments. But, primarily because my husband didn’t want to leave me alone with in the ER, in fear of me contacting the police.

Enough of that already though, before too much explaining rolls into flashbacks, and emotions causes diverse reactions. I can’t say when I’ll discuss it. But, I wanna give my testimony about my reunification with my third husband, and how we’re doing now.

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6 comments on “Da Ugly Ducklin – The Transparent Me 7/22/15 (DAY 3)

  1. Good luck. I know it will not happen again. Just trust in God

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  2. I’m a survivor of abuse, too. Five years free just earlier this month. I know how it lingers. And I know how it changes everything so relearning yourself is suddenly this huge undertaking. I know how difficult it is to not fall back into those feelings when they hit us out of nowhere all over again.

    Blessings to you. You made it through, and that’s an amazing feat all within itself.

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    • Likewise, Blessings sent your way as well. Thank God for standing along side both of us as we endured such hideous turn of fate… He’s deftly a keeper!!! Nonetheless, US survivors are still here to give our testimonies, and deter this type of thing from happening to our youth and upcoming generation to say the least.

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