Can’t sleep 😩

So frustrated smh 🤦🏽‍♀️ … Then to add insult to injury… There’s nuttin to watch on TV. Imma basket case, this has gotta stop dammit 😤

This insomnia is starting to affect the way I look, which has a detrimental impact on my ideation… Gotta pull myself together, but I’m clueless about the anecdote or remedy needed #notincontrol #outtacontrol #outofcontrol #desperate #please

#shootahdcpassion #CertifiedSTEPPAH #putemonnashirt4Passion #pluckemoff4passion #pressemout4passion

152 Days… Jesus take the wheel ðŸ˜©

Today I’m so down in the dumps. I honestly thought I was over actual suicide attempts smh 🤦🏽‍♀️. Yes, I constantly suffer with ideation, but things feel different lately. Family is so busy, with their own affairs, which I respect; don’t get me wrong. However this right here –>> https://m.facebook.com/#!/watch/?v=10157292727455925 Should have never happen.

Continue reading “152 Days… Jesus take the wheel ðŸ˜©”

#RonnieMcNutt #Suicide 😭

#RonnieMcNutt #Suicide

#manshootshimself #livesuicide #WEGOTTADOBETTER #loveyourfamily #praydaily

If this don’t change the hearts and minds of the people, I honestly and earnestly don’t know what will! This man talks about errybody that failed him, right before taking his own life. Then, the audacity of the ONLY caller, who actually got through; amongst the many who attempted. Whatever they said to him, was the straw that broke the camel’s back. He had just said to send a particular officer to his home, and he’d go get treatment smh. Why take his cry for #help so lightly? Please believe anyone who’s experiencing suicide ideation, and run to them as fast as possible, even if there’s several false alarms; who cares! #bettersafethansorry

Always keep spare keys to your love ones home. Follow/Friend them on every social media platform, so that you’re privy to mood changes, self isolation, behavior differences. Let them know daily that they’re loved, needed, wanted, special and important to you.

Loving Life Right Now â¤ï¸

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2nd Book “Sister Sistah Connection” just dropped ðŸ˜

God is so Awesome! This is my second book 👌 and I haven’t even touched the surface of the things that I’ve endured; so that I can hit da switch, and began to write about my new found successes; which are in abundance 😍 #StayTuned and enjoy the ride 😜 #ThankYou to all my supporters, know that you’re truly appreciated no 🧢

#AyeMoeKill I’m so happy right now, I bet I could bite into a rock and real chew dat shit no 🧢… Like Imma whole mutha FUCKIN author Moe… You not hearing me doe, so let me scream it for da ones inna back 🗣🗣🗣… I dropped “The Transparent Me” on my gloday and piggybacked dat shit wit “Sister Sistah Connection” today; on my granddaughter bday #ImWINNING

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The Transparent Me

#gogetdat
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#runitup
Fresh off da FUCKIN presssssss… Best gloday gift yet… Happy Birthday to me… Fascinatingly FUCKIN Fifty #eBook #paperback #Amazon #kindle #booksale #bookwriter #bookwriting #author #itslitforme #blackowned #entrepreneur

Watch “KILL SUICIDE NOT YOURSELF… SEEK HELP… PLEASE TALK TO SOMEONE… GOD GOT US… YOU ARE NOT ALONE” on YouTube

KILL SUICIDE NOT YOURSELF

Hey P-Duds,

Sooooo, I’m back again with another video 📹 📸📷📽️🎞️ where I’ve fused together a couple of my beginning videos, from nearly 4 years ago, where I was introducing to you guys the PASSIONS that God laid on my heart, whilst showing me how He intends to use everything I’ve ever experienced in life, that I thought to be overly horrific, for His good. Now, I’m no professional at this editing thing smh, so you’ll see that the transitions are not as good as Warner Brothers and Paramount lol 😂 😂 😂😵😵😵 😲 😲 😲 but don’t judge me 👊🏿👊🏿👊🏿#PERIODTT

In the videos, I’m discussing the app that I wanna some day implement, where one would actually be able to click into a live session with a Prayer Warrior, who’ll deter them from the final mistake of suicide and get their mind back on the right track, and help them realize that life actually IS worth living after all, because that’s exactly how I always feel days, weeks or months later, after an attempt, and I’m happily amongst family and enjoying every single ounce of everything different, that each one of them has to bring to my life, from the crazy dances that all my grandchildren do, to the funny clapbacks that show forth in hellah large family group texts, right on down to my oldest daughter, who everybody knows to be the most hilarious of us all #nocap, and her capabilities to mimic anybody on the face of this earth, and keep the entire room falling outta their chairs cracking their sides… Sometimes literally ⚰️⚰️⚰️⚱️⚱️⚱️nah, I’m just kidding, but Sus most certainly got dis comedian thing down pact.

But, more importantly, is the text I received about the 2 mothers, who both threw their babies from high places and then jumped themselves… That thing ran all through me and it just shows that suicide awareness and prevention is definitely necessary, and I gotta stop procrastinating, and get into gear, doing whatever I can to build Alone NO MORE, so that we’re readily available for all that’s in need.