Today I’m so down in the dumps. I honestly thought I was over actual suicide attempts smh 🤦🏽♀️. Yes, I constantly suffer with ideation, but things feel different lately. Family is so busy, with their own affairs, which I respect; don’t get me wrong. However this right here –>> Family member desperately crying out for help Should have never happen.Continue reading “152 Days… Jesus take the wheel 😩”
Unspoken Prayer Request (((TEARS)))
Plllleeeeeaaaaassssseeee touch and agree with me… Thanx ;-(
I’m homeless, and nobody cares but God… Neeeeeevvvveeerr seen this day coming!!!
I had to steal this from my niece’s Facebook wall: “If someone sticks by your side through your worst times, they’re the ones who deserve to be with you through your BEST times.”
That’s sooooooo true and exactly what I needed to hear today. One of my daughters didn’t feel it necessary to come by for my visit to DC and I haven’t seen her or my granddaughter in a long time SMH.
My son said maybe three words to me, then went on about his life… Geeeesssssshhhhh!!! You talking bout tears… This thing is horrible.
My middle daughter said the most to me and ALL four of her babies brought out a great big ole smile on my face.
My oldest daughter came out to get her money and went on back to doing what she was doing… Wow this is like overkill!!!
I really looked forward to this day for about a week, thinking today would be the day we’d all make amends. But, I guess they’re better off without me. So, I’ll leave them be. I gotta come up once a month to grocery shop and I’ll just Pray each time that it eventually gets easier, and I don’t have to drive back so sad.
How in the world is this in God’s plan, not that I’m questioning His authority. But, I have no clue what in the world is going on, I can’t imagine life with absolutely Nooooooo family SMH… This can’t be real, and I Neeeeeevvvveeerr dreamed of being a parent who abandoned her children. But what do I do???
I’m homeless, but not in despair… Trusting God against ALL odds!!!
Things got a little hectic, but I didn’t allow it to break me. A few unexpected obstacles showed face, and each time I merely drew closer to my Heavenly Father. It’s not about what I see, but rather WHO I know!!
I felt sooooooo bad, but that mustard seed Faith, that I Neeeeeevvvveeerr understood kept me pushing!!!
I surrendered my all to Him, and these small set backs don’t change NOTHING 🙂 🙂 🙂
EVERYTHING works together for the GOOD for them who love Him and are the called according to His purpose. Therefore, I’m ALL in, “use me Lord, until You’ve used me up.
Da Ugly Ducklin – The Transparent Me 8/7/15 (DAY 19)
Today is FREE YOUR MIND FRIDAY
Woke up to car GONE… You talkin bout FURIOUS!!!
“I lost the car“… Are you serious???
How your mates choice to indulge in illicit drugs creates unnecessary problems for the both of you.
Telling your grown children to live one way, but you settle for the things you’re trynna save them from… DOUBLE STANDARD
If you choose to put up with your mate… Don’t bagger them thereafter
Living with others is hard… Food issues arise, and everyone not buying household supplies… NOT FAIR
How my family is all of a sudden going through simultaneously SMH
My son’s up and coming rap career… My feelings about the uneasy content
How I want my children to get and keep my grandbabies before the face of God
How bad I want God to fall upon me on a daily basis… to help me serve Him correctly
We’re living in our last days… The signs are here… Get and/or keep yourself right in the eyes of God
My desires to be in full-time Ministry for the sake of my entire clan
Give God back His Word, He’s good to act on it, because He cannot and will not lie
Live a life of example in front of the youth around you, so that they’ll grow up successful
My husband trynna compare his wrongdoings with K2 to my old alcohol issues… Not the same!!!
Da Ugly Ducklin – The Transparent Me 8/6/15 (DAY 18)
WE CAN DO IT WEDNESDAY continued…
Worked ONLY 2 1/2 – 3 hours SMH
Don’t EEEEVVVEEEERRRR fake sick… It’ll definitely come back to bite ya in the rumpelstiltskin
Enraged at how my (
thought to be) good deed was so insignificant… gggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
Be careful dealing with banks, colleges, and I’ll go as far as to say that FAFSA is suspect.
Why am I still holding a FRAUDULENT check, nobody thought it to be serious enough to send anyone out… just horrible.
Day went left real quick… My manager went from 0 to 100 lol!!!
Get covered by the Union guys… They’re your safety net
Learn the rules about your rights to take off and leave work early multiple times in a specific time frame.
Da Ugly Ducklin – The Transparent Me 8/5/15 (DAY 17)
Today is WE CAN DO IT WEDNESDAY
CALLING DA PO PO’S