Tag Archive | lonely

Angry @ Myself

​I’m almost scared to write this. But, I can’t shake it til it’s totally outta MY system. Nonetheless, I’m trynna figure out JUST what type of person I am that makes EVERY aspect of my life sooooo unbearable SMH. I can’t keep friends, because I ALWAYS seem to be standoffish; afraid of being HURT. So, […]

It’s a hard knock life for ME

NOT understanding why is causing my confusion. How WILL I EVER get to sleep at night??? Were ALL those good days fraudulent? If so, you deserve an Oscar!!! How could I EVER be so stupid, NOT to have seen this coming beforehand and readied myself for it all… SMH ggggrrrrrrhhhhhh 😦 I haven’t a clue […]

I’m homeless, and guess what!!! It ain’t about me, but rather ALL about God.

I’m homeless, and guess what!!! It ain’t about me, but rather ALL about God.

In all that I’m going through, I’m allowing God to teach me humility. Who am I to walk around with a chip on my shoulders, acting as if nobody has a right to talk to me or give me direction, Nooooooo matter their status or lack thereof. There’s certain ways about me that must change […]

First day back… There’s a purpose for my homelessness, and God will get the Glory for my deliverance from it ALL!!!

  I have the slightest idea why ALL of this is playing out the way it is. But, I’m determined to continue on with my Vloggling and blogging because I earnestly and honestly believe that God wants me to show my current bad predicament, and how He’s daily bringing me through and out on the […]

Da Ugly Ducklin – The Transparent Me 8/7/15 (DAY 19)

Today is FREE YOUR MIND FRIDAY Woke up to car GONE… You talkin bout FURIOUS!!! “I lost the car“… Are you serious??? How your mates choice to indulge in illicit drugs creates unnecessary problems for the both of you. Telling your grown children to live one way, but you settle for the things you’re trynna […]

Da Ugly Ducklin – The Transparent Me 8/6/15 (DAY 18)

WE CAN DO IT WEDNESDAY continued… Worked ONLY 2 1/2 – 3 hours SMH Don’t EEEEVVVEEEERRRR fake sick… It’ll definitely come back to bite ya in the rumpelstiltskin Enraged at how my (thought to be) good deed was so insignificant… gggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! Be careful dealing with banks, colleges, and I’ll go as far as to say […]

Da Ugly Ducklin – The Transparent Me 8/5/15 (DAY 17)

Da Ugly Ducklin – The Transparent Me 8/5/15 (DAY 17)

  Today is WE CAN DO IT WEDNESDAY ALMOST SCAMMED 4 TIMES… NOPE, I’M CALLING DA PO PO’S