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BnF Ent – 1 Year Later
#CeoSonSon – “Picture My Life”
BnF Ent – The Statement
#CeoSonSon – “Ain’t For Errybody”
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Vincent Romel Irving Jr., better known by his stage name CeoSonSon, is an unsigned HipHop/Rap artist from Washington, DC. Tired of living the street life, that would only lead him to a predictable future; in 2015 he began to reevaluate his life. This allowed him to start focusing his time and money into his creative passion, and over the past 4 years he has turned his dream into a reality, branding not only himself, but also his Independent label, Back-N-Forth Entertainment (BnF. Ent.). In October 2015, CeoSonSon officially released 2 records, “Been Ballin” and “Early Age”, which were fortunate enough to be recognized and aired on Sirius XM, Shade45 and HipHop Nation. His mixtape entitled “1 Year Later” was released on January 20, 2016 and hosted by DJ Holiday. Then in early 2017 he shocked the world with “Trenches” (ft. DC’s own Lightshow) and flowed right into “Nonsense” (ft. XXL Freshman G Herbo). On 7/17/17 he dropped his radical single “I GOT ISSUES”, that’s expected to do CRAZY numbers on the charts nationwide. With his heart in his music, and a drive to inspire the world, CeoSonSon is sure to become an influential member to the HipHop/Rap scene for many generations to come.
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BnF Ent – CeoSonSon (DC Rap Artist)
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So so so so HAPPY to be a true, loyal and committed #Sonniyoo… #CeoSonSon never ever ever ever disappoints, and all of his material is deftly well worth the wait… Gotta mention the fact that, from the outside lookin in, you’d think π€ my mans and nem was signed to a major label, that’s helping him accomplish so much…. Uhhhhhhhh NOPE, on some #RNS it’s all him #independent and the Chief Executive Officer of #BnFEnt and I’m absolutely loving erry minute of his growth and development Vincent Irving keep doing what you doing Bob… On my Mama you got dis rap shit by da nuts, and don’t let up okkkkkrrrrrrtttttt, keep applying pressure #Sonniyoo wit your foot on dey neck #PERIODTT #getdastrap #thankchu #splattt #yadig #dc4life #dcornothing #dcstandup
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Keep the fire π₯ lit and never get caught looking a hot mess, the same way you looked the day you guys met is the same way you’re expected to look daily, never become complacent and start walking around the house for days with your Don King hair do, no shower, no pedicure… Come on now, we gotta do better ladies, and men, keep dat face and head shaped up and bathe regularly as well!!!
Get da flash drive, sexy lingerie and smell good oils and take each other to ecstasy… Next on the list is CLIMAX, THEN STRAIGHT BUMPING AND GRINDING ππ£πβ³π―ππ°πβπ΄π’π¬ππΆ
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First video from 1 year Later… Great work CEO Son Son… continue to make Mama proud!!
When they say the Apple don’t fall far from the tree they never lied… My mother and father were both musically inclined and even had a band back in the day… My ONLY brother was Blessed with their gifts in abundance and it eventually dwindled down to MY baby, and he’s deftly on FIRE!!!
This man right here is so talented, I must say I’m very impressed, and that’s NOT ONLY because he’s my only Son… I’m loyally one to give credit where it’s due… to God be the Glory!!!
Another video off the 1 year Later CD. My Son never fails to make me smile… I’m sooooo happy for him and ultimately proud of him… Keep up the Good work babez!!!
My son doing BIG things… It’s ALL boutta pay off… everything we’ve been through is fixin to change!!!
Thanx Daddy!!!
Isaiah 14:27
It may sound strange, but I actually get excited about certain times of frustration. When I sense a restlessness followed by dissatisfaction but cannot identify the cause, then I know to ask the Lord what Heβs doing. Past experience tells me that once I make the move He desires, my frustration will end and Iβll be in sync with His plan for my life.
Frustration is usually considered a negative feeling. However, when God agitates us, His purpose is always good. He sometimes uses our sense of dissatisfaction as well as spiritual and physical barriers to guide us toward new insights. For example, I woke up one Saturday morning during my seminary years feeling as if I were in an emotional butter churnβI could not settle to any task or relax, and I did not know why. So I started praying about these feelings and asking the Lord to reveal His will. I spent most of the day on my knees. Soon I discovered that the good plans I had made to temporarily pastor a California church were not His plans. Had I ignored the frustrated feeling, I would have missed a vacation to North Carolina, which resulted in a call to the church God intended for me.
In a culture of busyness, we can easily and foolishly overlook or ignore restlessness. But divinely sent frustration is meant to get our attention. God wants us to ask, βWhat are You saying?β and βDo You want me to be doing or thinking something different?β As soon as we are willing to deal with whatever the Lord brings to mind, He starts revealing what we need to change in order to receive His insight.
It’s been sooooo long since I’ve dated, and now I don’t have a clue how to even get started anew.
I was thinking about just remaining single, and continue to work, retire and eventually enjoy life… but I’m NO hermit crab, and this day to day loneliness is really getting to me SMH.
Then, I said I’ll start going out again, so that I can attract men. But, nowadays where do you even go, to be sure NOT to end up with the same type of men that’s been in my life grrrrrrrhhhhhhh.
Sears is the worse!!! (((TEARS)))
On April 22nd I received wonderful news that I had finally been accepted into an apartment after nearly three years of either sleeping in my car or in between temporary homeless shelters.
When I became homeless I lost all my furniture and set out immediately in search of what I felt to be the most important thing right now, a bed to sleep on, and I knew I couldn’t afford a real bed therefore I settled for a air mattress and after reading multiple reviews about how easily they get holes I decided to get two cheap ones, knowing I’d need to sleep on them for a while.
I had ordered a deep freezer before my terrible demise from Sears and considered them a reputable company. So, I placed my order with them and it was due to arrive on May 2nd, I’d get my beds just in time!!! Wrong, my beds was delivered too early, without notification to me, and left at front door, and I’ve tried unsuccessfully to get this rectified through Sears.
I’m absolutely speechless and now the tears that part my eyes are TEARS of pure joy!!!
Two+ agonizing years from car to temporary stays and barely eating… SMH ggggrrrrrrhhhhhh. It’s over now!!! Just something I had to endure temporarily.
*** In need of donations though, to build my new home from scratch… https://www.gofundme.com/rsze8dgk
ANYTHING you can do is most appreciated. No amount is too small. Thanx guys π
Tell me some fantastic movies… ALL genres welcome!!!
NOT understanding why is causing my confusion. How WILL I EVER get to sleep at night??? Were ALL those good days fraudulent? If so, you deserve an Oscar!!! How could I EVER be so stupid, NOT to have seen this coming beforehand and readied myself for it all… SMH ggggrrrrrrhhhhhh π¦
I haven’t a clue as to why this is taking place the way it is, but I Pray with EVERYTHING in me that God keeps me strong enough NOT to be all suicidal AGAIN… I’m tired of the emotional rollercoaster. I’m sitting at work thinking that it’ll all be good in this or that amount of time, but clearly I really don’t know how long the grieving process will TAKE, especially because I don’t know in the first place why you’re leaving me to start.
I’m feeling that it can’t be another female because I check your phone and it’s ALWAYS empty of calls and texts, but you may have mastered a way to keep it all hidden from me, if that is the case, just know karma is REAL.
I further keep feeling like my healing will take long because I have no friends or family near me to keep my mind off you and depression is adamant in that case. I was gon get on a dating site, just to keep myself busy and in an effort to ward off being somber, but that’s just a temporary fix that I don’t wanna be bothered with… Geeeesssssshhhhh life’s a bi+Β’Ο then you die!!!
Prayers Plllleeeeeaaaaassssseeee
Hello,
My name is Paulette Williams and I work daily for USPS and have my own means of transportation. However, as of May 31, 2016 my husband and I will need a place to stay. I canβt afford much, but Iβm willing to pay our way. We will take a basement, single room, RV, or even a shed.
Noooooo sleep crew… check-in!!! WYA & WYD??? is a little slogan I add to my Facebook timeline every time Β I’m up for no unlikely reason, with seemingly nuttin to do… WRONG!!! God’s not dead. Therefore, it’s always sum’n to do, as long as all the craziness is going on in the world all around me. That’s when Praying in the Spirit becomes imperative.
I find myself angry a lot because my rental unit, that God Blessed me with is even further away from my family then the shelter was, and it appears I’m always lonely. But, that’s definitely a part of God’s Perfect Plan for my life. God knows exactly what He wants to do through me. But, I have to pure, open, humble and totally surrendered.Β READY to be thatΒ conduit that He can use.
Believe it or not… this video has nuttin to do with anything I just mentioned. It’s actually from 9/29/15, and never got uploaded because I was stupidly quitting again… But, I’mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm Back!!!
EMOTIONLESS
Plllleeeeeaaaaassssseeee touch and agree with me… Thanx ;-(
I can feel myself getting jealous, angry and nearly bitter towards ALL the people in my office who’s happily making six figures, driving fancy cars that are either paid for or for sure the notes ain’t backed up. And the same goes for their homes, they’re ALWAYS walking around talking bout meeting with realtors and either successfully paying off their houses or about to buy a SECOND home ggggrrrrrrhhhhhh.
This afternoon when I was leaving I was sooooooo hurt,I didn’t want nobody looking at me, make less saying stuff to me… Normally we ALL day drive safe, see you in the morning… Buuuuuutttttttt, today I just wasn’t myself, and acted like the Grinch who stole Christmas. Bad thing though, it ain’t even the people’s fault who I was shunning SMH.
So, I felt God leading me to my PO Box. So, I’m assuming definitely it’s either a letter about one of the jobs or an apartment is coming through, to make me feel better, since I was in a terrible stupor… NOT!!!
I just shook my head and said… “Yet will I trust YOU” Ultimately, that’s exactly what it’s ALL about, the enemy trynna break me down to the point where I Nooooooo longer see God as Worthy of ALL Praise, Honor and Glory, because He’s arbitrarily leaving me in this chaotic mess I’m experiencing… And I’m not able to see nooooooo evidence whatsoever of Him actively working things out on my behalf SMH. Still, I won’t waver in my Faith… He promised to Neeeeeevvvveeerr leave me nor forsake be, and He’s a God Who cannot and will not lie. Sooooooo, that means what I need is for sure for sure coming… Buuuuuutttttttt, whenever He’s ready to deliver and set me free from the bondage that I haphazardly got myself into.
The pic is my only son’s baby son. He’s actually in the the Vlog, and he made sure to give a shout out to his Father for being a well known rapper from Washington DC… I thought that was sooooooo cute.
God is AWESOME, and actually got two of my three daughters to come to Church today and six of my grandchildren… I have not stopped smiling since they arrived.
My daughter had to finish off my hair, which turned out beautiful… and while she did I cooked up some good ole chicken that was mouth watering good… ALL the adults was licking their fingers and complementing me, and that just made my smilitis worse lol.
I was sooooooo haaaappppyyyy about the message God sent their way, because they were really captivated and listening. Therefore, I’m convinced that they’re not too far off from God’s Grace, and it won’t take much to reel them back in.
My son, in the other hand, will just have to come on his own, as God speaks to his heart. My daughter said don’t force him, because he’ll simply reject it more and more each time, to the point where he may start avoiding me altogether. But, Prayer changes things and God is ultimately in control and can get my son’s attention way far better than I EVER could… So, patiently I await!!!
The pic is Carrot Top, my son’s fiance’s son. He’s been in the family for eleven years, and he’s loved and accepted just as my biological grand babies.
Forgive me for it being sooooooo low, I was sneaking and making this Vlog, at work in the break room. This is one of my early morning days SMH, having to get up and leave out while it’s still dark. But, I will not complain, because going in like that guarantees me eight hours… Ooooooooohhhhhhhhh yoppington π π π
Gotta really get more serious about Church. The same way I didn’t miss school not one day, and wouldn’t dare EVER miss work, I can’t be lenient about about the importance of seeking the face of God EVERY single time them doors open. I’m pressed to be at work to pay bills, by trivial things and make sure I’m up on the latest fashion, and I was sooooooo haaaappppyyyy about trynna obtain my degree, to the point where missing class was Neeeeeevvvveeerr an option… Sick, sleepy or half dead, it didn’t matter, I had a goal and I wouldn’t deviate. Buuuuuutttttttt, it’s OK to miiiiisssssssssss Church several times a month, even after I begged for Sundays off and finally got iiiiittttttttt… Where’s my loyalty to God??? ALL while I’m depending on Him to Bless me with 40 hrs a week at work, a home of my own and Salvation for my entire family. That’s simply me using God as a spare tire, only getting benefits out of Him when it’s in my favor. Not right at ALL, and must change immediately!!!
The pic is my only son… He gave me my first granddaughter and she came out looking juuuuussssttttt like me… You talking about haaaappppyyyy!!! I was ecstatic π π π I Neeeeeevvvveeerr wanted to have favorites, but my babbbbbbyyyyyyyy boy was some kinda special to me lol, and he felt the same about his Mom also. Whenever I had to grocery shop, go to school or work, he would cry sooooooo hard for hours, and hold his breath til he turned blue geeeesssssshhhhh.
“ConsiderΒ it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance.”
Just when I start doing good, my old fling, who broke EVERYTHING off with me wanna start contacting me again, buuuutttttt he’s clearly playing games SMH ggggrrrrrrhhhhhh. One minute we’re texting back to back. Then, all of a sudden it’s complete silence… I can’t take the emotional rollercoaster. Sooooooo I really prefer he refrain from bothering me EVER again in life… His unexplainable inconsistencies drives me up a wall, and only allows the devil an opportunity to play tricks on my mind… Like, Ohhhhh he had to stop texting because his girlfriend woke up and caught him. ALL of iiiiittttttttt is irritating… Just goooooooooooooooo, and leave me ALONE!!!
God is sooooooo good, I’m getting 32 hours this week, and I get to run Post 1 by myself again… That’s unexpected Blessings of elevation and gain at work. As I said before, the things they’re allowing me to do, I wasn’t even thinking about doing for probably nine to ten more years… Walking around with keys to Federal Government buildings… Woooooowwwwwwww π π π I’m waaaaaayyyyyyy tooooooo Blessed to EVER be stressed!!!
I was upset yesterday, I won’t lie!!! Because it seems like bad stuff keep coming out the woodwork… I read the pamphlet that said MAX 90 days at the shelter, and that had me in my feelings off the break, but I dealt with it, rules are rules, and I just planned to cross that bridge when I came to it, and I depended on only having to request two extensions, which I thought were good for a period of thirty day’s. Come to find out, the maximum stay has been switched to sixty days, and the extensions, if granted are only for two week increments at a time SMH… That just blew me terribly!!!
Buuuuuutttttttt, today is FREE YOUR MIND FRRRRRIIIIDDDDDAAAAAYYYYY and just as I express to you guys… Nothing is to bombard or overwhelm you today!!! Therefore, this possible upcoming trouble is merely a figment of my imagination!!!
Guys, I can tell when I’m doing things right in the eyes of my Heavenly Father, He’ll just have people walk up and hand me sympathy cards with money in them… I’m so overjoyed and THANKFUL, immediately I Pray for BIG/HUGE Blessings to fall upon each of them and their entire families. Especially the one who helped me today, because she was just crying until her eyes was stop sign red over some personal issues she was having… And yet she unselfishly gave to me… Praise, Honor and Glory to my Daddy, because ultimately it’s ALL Him… They’re just vessels He’s using.
The pic is my only son’s only daughter, and she’s the other Mini Me I told you ALL about.. To me, she looks like the younger version of me, dimple and all. Then, the Lil chunky Mini Me, that just had a bday resembles me after I’ve put on a few extra pounds lol.
It feels sooooooo good to hear God, even to this day, tell me that I’m fearfully, marvelously and wonderfully made… In spite of what I’ve allowed to take place in my life… He don’t see me as the world does (Less than, trifling or hopeless).
In fact, my Daddy was already well aware of my current predicament, waaaaaayyyyyyy BBBBAAAAACCCCCKKKKK before I EVER came to be. Our Heavenly Father knew our futures before we took our first breath.
EVERY day allotted to each of was a part of God’s perfect plan, and He knew how each day would totally play out before the sun ever took its rightful place in the sky.
I can’t rush ANYTHING to happen when I’m solely depending on You Daddy, but rather it’s my responses to setbacks, holdups and utter disappointments that You’re measuring.
Will I continue to trust You, even when it looks like You’re outlandishly saying NO!!! What about when it feels as though You’re plain ole taking absolutely tooooooo long ggggrrrrrrhhhhhh!!! Yes indeed, because I know my help comes from You and You ALONE, and there’s nooooooo one else offering to or even able to help me right now.
The pic is my Lil midget granddaughter, who’s already four, but barely comes to her big brother’s knee caps lol… Her sooooooo itty bitty… When I was just up in DC, at my other granddaughter’s bday party, I was able to hold the Lil miniature size baby on my hip; comfortably for a few minutes, and I could’ve gone longer, but she wanted to run off and play… Understandably, I mean it is a child’s party… “Let me goooooooooooooooo Nana – I’m sure she was thinking.”
Plllleeeeeaaaaassssseeee forgive me for my sleepiness… Here lately I’ve been suffering with extreme Insomnia, and I’m scared to take Trazadone, because it gives me heart palpitations SMH ggggrrrrrrhhhhhh!!!
The enemy’s fearful of us, because he knows we’re coming for him, full force, to take BBBBAAAAACCCCCKKKKK EVERYTHING he’s EVER stole from us. Our children, who we took the time to rear up in the admiration, honor and respect of the Lord. But, the dumb devil has succeeded in dragging them far away from ALL the morals, potentials and values I instilled in them.
II am sooooooo haaaappppyyy about what God is doing through me on my job, He really placed me in a high position rather quickly, and I’m already doing things that it usually takes us about ten years to transition into… The only thing I’m looking for Him to do, employment wise, now is give me 40+ hours… That would do me good… All that overtime geeeesssssshhhhh π π π
The pic is my oldest daughter; my BEST friend frfr… Yeah, we clash ALL the time. Buuuuuutttttttt, God got us, we’re probably just tooooooo much alike!!! I mean we did basically grow up together SMH.
Guys, God is beyond good, He’s AWESOME, MARVELOUS & MAGNIFICENT!!! I haven’t stopped smoking since yesterday around 2 pm… My entire evening was wonderful π π π
I really, really, really, really enjoyed my time spent with ALL my children and grandchildren… Buuuuuutttttttt, it’s BEST expressed in the Vlog… Take a look ^^^
Haaaaappppyyyy biiiirrrrtttthhhhddddaaaayyy Mini Me… Her turning the big 5 today. Her mother says she’s been long awaiting this day for some time now… I think it’s because her big sister was five for what seems like forever lol. Secret is though, she don’t realize she didn’t catch up with her; instead her sister left her in age again and turned six… Shhhhhh, don’t nobody tell her.
Well, I Neeeeeevvvveeerr did get a plate last night. But, God kept me anyways… Them cheese crackers did me wonders… yummy π π π That’s just God breaking me out of being so picky.
Today’s Scripture made me think of the Prodigal son, and how he was accepted back into his family without chaos… That’s how easily God receives us back after we stray, and that gives me hope, that He’s not angry with me when I fall short.
When you’re going through and having a bad day, Β purposely seek out someone you can encourage. Lifting up others will lift your spirits as well.
The pic is my oldest daughter’s son… You met his older brother yesterday, and his Mom and baby sister are coming soon… This is the grandchild I told y’all should’ve been on Bill Cosby’s ” Kids say the darnedest things.” He’s so intellectual, observant and he articulates well above his age range.
Guys, I was so upset that I had to desperately make that post earlier asking for food SMH… I’m not rushing God, but I’ll be sooooooo glad for this to be over. I’m not use to begging like this geeeesssssshhhhh!!! I know it’s all to teach me to get rid of pride and be humble, but it’s terribly embarrassing.
Choose your words wisely… Life and death are in the power of the tongue. Speak your needs, wants and desires into existence in Faith.
Don’t look for a quick fix in your new sought out mate or profession… Instead allow God to provide for you. Our Daddy’s rich, He owns the cattle on a thousand hills. If earthly celebrity and athlete father’s can successfully spoil their babies, just know that what God can and will give us surpasses all they could EVER imagine!!!
Say this when the devil’s trynna make you feel down in the dumps… “I’m too Blessed to be stressed and Ohhhhh sooooooo haaaappppyyyy that my God placed ALL my sins as far as the East is from the West π π π
The pic is my oldest grandson, my oldest daughter’s son, you’ll meet his brother tomorrow and his Mom and Lil sister soon.
“I know the plans I have for you, declares the LORD, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.”
The pic is my oldest grandson, my oldest daughter’s son, you’ll meet his brother tomorrow and his Mom and Lil sister soon.God is GOOD, and I spent yesterday getting a chance to really look back on ALL the things He so Graciously saved me from… All the times I crazily put myself in harms way and He continually brought me out… Thank You Daddy π
I’ve ALWAYS asked God why in the world He chose me to work for Him, when I was the worst one of my Mother’s seven children, and the other’s appeared to be a perfect fit for anything He needed done… They were more suttle and calm spirited, unlike me. But, His wants is all that matters, and I still say YEEEEESSSSSSS… Nooooooo matter the cost.
Once you surrender to God, there is no picking and choosing what you’ll allow Him to do through, for and with you… Obedience is better than sacrifice. Therefore, adhere and harken unto His calls!!!
The featured pic is my Lil granddaughter, the sister of the twin baby boys and my middle daughter’s oldest daughter. She just had a bday, so give her a shout out real quick!!! I’m doing her Lil sister in 3 days on her bday. So, once again we’ll be celebrating for the babies.
I told y’all Jesus has a sense of humor, and He’s a friend who sticks closer than a brother. This morning I was upset about how my job is doing me with my hours, and just as soon as I started the car “Magnify” by Marvin Sapp came on real loud, and I forgot instantly about that sadness, and broke out in a dancing Praise… It was sooooooo hilarious, you’d have to had been there to see it. I guarantee you would have cracked your side, because it wasn’t purposeful or nothing, it just happen. Then, I caught myself and bust out laughing, like “that was a Kodak moment right there.”
Mad about the decrease in pay. Buuuuuutttttttt, I ain’t gon trip… God gotta have sum planned for me to do. Sooooooo, after I grab some grub and eat, Imma let Him lead me.
Be careful when changing crafts at work, so that you don’t do yourself an injustice, as I did SMH ggggrrrrrrhhhhhh. I’m the big dummy I guess lol. Pressed for more money, but ended up with less hours, so it don’t freekin pay off… Some body needs to give me a V8 slap!!!
So, here is the mom of that Lil laughing baby… This is my youngest daughter, and the Lol babygirl is her only.
Sooooooo excited, I went to Bible Study last night!!! The teaching really hit home for me… Encouraging me to keep on working. With ALL the chaos and inconsistencies, I honestly considered going back to disability, just to keep a leveled head. Buuuuuutttttttt, God already gave me the answer on that one SMH… And I’m glad He said Nooooooo frfr, because I’m not one for laying around and being lazy. That’s why my children are probably hiding out from me lol, because they know the drill is coming to any one of them that’s not on somebody’s payroll or an entrepreneur.
I almost got myself in trouble again at work today, and once you hear the story you gon be like “girl, I would’ve rung your neck myself if I’d been there ggggrrrrrrhhhhhh”!!!
Meet my middle daughter, the mother to those handsome twin boys… She has two more daughters that you’ll see soon… Stay tuned!!!
Be determined to follow Christ daily, that means setting aside time to seek Him. If you don’t have a Bible (Basic Instructions Before Leaving Earth)Β then download the app to any of your devices that has internet access, and start topical plans that relate to whatever you’re going through.
Pandora, Tunein radio and Google music are good places to listen to spiritual music, which is soothing to the mind and Spirit and also most of the time the lyrics contain a message.
Use YouTube to listen to sermons… There’s several Pastors that upload their weekly presentations. Even if you already attend Church twice a week for Sunday service and Wednesday Bible study, it’s still beneficial to do this, rather than watching secular programs, just to remain close to God and learn more about Him and His Will for your life.
The featured pic is my Lil lol babygirl… The way this one cracks up laughing will bring a smile to even the saddest persons heart. This is my youngest granddaughter and my youngest daughter’s only baby… I absolutely love her with EVERYTHING in me.
Stress is a NOOOOOOO NOOOOOOO… I’m showing you ALL how unnecessary stress caused my hair to fall out completely in the top and how my eyes are still puffy and swollen days later from repetitive crying, when I should’ve been trusting and seeking the face of God instead SMH… No More crying, worrying or allowing problems to linger on… Get rid of stressors immediately… Leave them at the feet of God; He wants to and Will HHHEEEELLLLPPPP!!!
Be not unequally yoked, don’t commit adultery and neither allow yourselves to live in sin by fornicating… I’m taking the initiative to totally cut off a long time relationship because it blocks my way to Heaven… Only what we do for God lasts!!!
See the devil for who he really is, when he tries to bring contention between you and another sister or brother in Christ. Just yesterday he caused multiple small arguments to occur between me and one of my bosses, who’s a devout woman of God and I repented and then asked God to make a way for me to also be a woman and apologize, even though she was really rude and mean towards me.
The featured image is a pic of my twin grandsons that I mentioned in my Vlog. Now tell me they ain’t cute as a button… Remember I told you they’re fast and rambunctious SMH… Love em to pieces though!!!
Today I’m sooooooo haaaappppyyyy… The proof is in the pudding… At lunch and rushing. So, enjoy π π π
Gotta give a shout out to my Lil cuz Shon… Who’s been supportive here lately, with the encouraging Scriptures… Listen to the one she sent last night… Enough reason to keep pressing on… Love you guys to the moon and back. (((TOODLES)))
From my Lil cousin: “Faith is not knowing what the future holds, but knowing WHO holds the future”
Therefore, Nooooooo matter what it looks like right now, as long as I keep my Faith in God; then my future is sho nuff Aiight!!! God’s in control of EVERY situation I’m not only going through now, but He’s already got whatever I’ll face tomorrow and for the days to come too π π π “No weapon formed against me shall EVER prosper”Β I’m a child of God, an heir of God and a joint heir with Christ Jesus!!!
No More murmuring and complaining, God knows what’s BEST for me and since I surrendered my ALL to Him, now the things that happen, family or not, is because He desires for it to.
When God can’t get your attention, because you’re too caught up in the craziness of life, he’ll do some sanctifying, right before your very eyes, and have you wondering what in the world is really going on!!!
No need for me to be overly upset about not being able to see my family, because when God has me exactly where He wants me, then the relationship between ALL of us will resume. But, I’ll be a better person, and much more able to be the role model they need to look up to. I can definitely appreciate that too, because they’ll listen to me when it comes to what’s Godly right to do, if I’m walking upright myself. But, if I’m off course they’re like “yeah right MA, are you serious” and they’re within their rights… A mother should purely practice what she Preaches!!!
This SECOND touch is going to be mighty and powerful!!! God won’t only restore to me what I once had, but rather EVERYTHING that’s coming to me this time around will be double for ALL my trouble π
I had to steal this from my niece’s Facebook wall: “If someone sticks by your side through your worst times, they’re the ones who deserve to be with you through your BEST times.”
That’s sooooooo true and exactly what I needed to hear today. One of my daughters didn’t feel it necessary to come by for my visit to DC and I haven’t seen her or my granddaughter in a long time SMH.
My son said maybe three words to me, then went on about his life… Geeeesssssshhhhh!!! You talking bout tears… This thing is horrible.
My middle daughter said the most to me and ALL four of her babies brought out a great big ole smile on my face.
My oldest daughter came out to get her money and went on back to doing what she was doing… Wow this is like overkill!!!
I really looked forward to this day for about a week, thinking today would be the day we’d all make amends. But, I guess they’re better off without me. So, I’ll leave them be. I gotta come up once a month to grocery shop and I’ll just Pray each time that it eventually gets easier, and I don’t have to drive back so sad.
How in the world is this in God’s plan, not that I’m questioning His authority. But, I have no clue what in the world is going on, I can’t imagine life with absolutely Nooooooo family SMH… This can’t be real, and I Neeeeeevvvveeerr dreamed of being a parent who abandoned her children. But what do I do???
In all that I’m going through, I’m allowing God to teach me humility. Who am I to walk around with a chip on my shoulders, acting as if nobody has a right to talk to me or give me direction, Nooooooo matter their status or lack thereof.
There’s certain ways about me that must change before I can expect to receive anything from God. He nor no one else owes me anything. So, this prideful attitude I attain has to go!!!
Then, the biggest problem is the fact that I act out towards people because of the things I’ve been told beforehand about them SMH, and I just nearly had the same thing happen to me at work, but God showed forth Mercy. I love it when God shows me things about me that He don’t like, because that proves I am in fact His… He chastens who He loves… Therefore Daddy clean me up, until I have the mindset that pleases You.
Here I am in need of sooooooo much, but I have the audacity to get smart with people, just because I feel like I don’t wanna be bothered, it ain’t right and won’t be tolerated, in the eyes of God… And anything that’s not fitting for Him cannot and will not be a part of my life either!!!
Change has to take place, not only because I need a home, more hours at work and debt clearing help. But, more so because I wanna be the devout woman of God He has called me to become and desires for me to be… Love You Daddy and thanx for leading, guiding and directing me… In Jesus name Amen π π π
Things got a little hectic, but I didn’t allow it to break me. A few unexpected obstacles showed face, and each time I merely drew closer to my Heavenly Father. It’s not about what I see, but rather WHO I know!!
I felt sooooooo bad, but that mustard seed Faith, that I Neeeeeevvvveeerr understood kept me pushing!!!
I surrendered my all to Him, and these small set backs don’t change NOTHING π π π
EVERYTHING works together for the GOOD for them who love Him and are the called according to His purpose. Therefore, I’m ALL in, Β “use me Lord, until You’ve used me up.
Feeling better today, looking forward to my meeting with my case manager, and Praying with everything in me that she has GOOD news. There’s a new company overseeing the shelter I’m in, and they’re said to have a 98% turn around rate for housing placement… yaaaaaayyyyyyyyyy π π π
Being able to talk to a young lady last night really made me feel secure within, because she also suffered with mental illnesses, and could relate, on so many levels, to many of the things I’m going through. So, that helped deter my bitter feelings and crazed thoughts of suicide… Thank You Daddy.
In a nutshell, I MUSTΒ see the enemy in all my opposition, and realize that God’s bigger than any problem that could ever come my way!!! It may seem like my world is crumbling right before my eyes, but there’s actually good in that, because God can now work better with the pieces of me; rebuilding and remaking me into the proper image & person that replicates Jesus.
As for my job, so many other employees keep encouraging me that I’ll get an abundance of hours, because the holidays are right around the corner, and I shouldn’t in the least bit be worried… Therefore, That frustration and stress is out the window too!!!
I knew I’d be HAPPY today, the reflection of myself can be seen on the front of my phone while I’m conducting my presentations, and I was highly upset with the way all this craziness had me feeling and looking… Holding back tears, choking them up… Nope!!! I’m a KINGS kid… And no weapon formedΒ against me shall prosper π He’s in control of the hub agreement, and will see to it that I get the hours I need and more… Also, He’s gonna open up doors for me for housing that man can’t close nor block the way.
A sister in Christ said to me just yesterday, that her Prayer for me is that God Blesses me with so much that I have enough to share, and when I do, everyone who receives will see God’s fingerprints on every inch of it… That thing sent chills all through my body, and I felt a quickening in my Spirit, because that’s exactly what’s gonna happen… God is a God that cannot and will not lie!!! So, when His Word says He’ll do exceedingly abundant above all we can ever ask or think… He’s gotta stand by that!!! Sooooooooo, look to witness a Hallelujah shouting Praise report really soon π π π
I have the slightest idea why ALL of this is playing out the way it is. But, I’m determined to continue on with my Vloggling and blogging because I earnestly and honestly believe that God wants me to show my current bad predicament, and how He’s daily bringing me through and out on the other side.
One thing for sure though, and two things for certain… Once you’ve hit rock bottom, there’s Nooooooo place else to go except UPWARDS, and that’s definitely in the making for me and for anyone else who’s experiencing the turmoil I am… Keep your Faith and remain encouraged… God won’t leave US nor forsake US.
Today is TALK ABOUT IT TUESDAY
Hair is a mess… gggggrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhh! All the back to school babies beat me to the punch with my hair stylist
Still tremendously sleepy… This is ridiculous how fast training came about geesh!!!
Day three of lessons reminding us to make the best use of our time… No Godless chatter, backbiting or gossip
Read God’s Word, Pray, Praise & Worship… We need God like we do food for the nourishments of our body
Make sure your line of importance runs like this God first, others second then focus on yourself thereafter
During transition, your mate has to understand that you’re not shunning them but tired instead, and trying to adjust
My dream is to be in FULL-TIME Ministry for God, then life will definitely be less stressful
Be careful not to act as the world does just because they’re family… “Be NOT conformed to this world…”
Use your talents for God and watch Him increase you like never before
Another poor presentation (Vlog) toooooooo sleepy, and not at my best SMH! Please forgive me
Today is MAKE EM SMILE MONDAY
Even if you’re use to the atmosphere at your current job, realize change comes with elevation and transformation
How can God take you higher if you keep fear as your confidant or companion?… Trust and Obey!!!
Please forgive me… Terrible Vlog… Sleepy to the fifth power!!!
Miserably sleep deprived… Jesus HAS the wheel!!!
Can’t wait to get situated!!! So outta my element, and so many arenas of my life is being negatively impacted SMH
My Rick Warren emails always comes at 4:44 am, this means my Angels are with me… Thank You Daddy π
Make the best use of your time, remembering that an idle mind is the devil’s playground… Keep him far far away!!!
Watching myself fall asleep while driving… Totally DANGEROUS π¦ π¦ π¦
When you do wrong,quickly repent,turn from your wicked ways and hop back on the battlefield for Christ
Compliment and/or encourage anyone today, especially those who are normally insecure
Stream televangelists to your TV, so that you can spend quality time with God
Rest is important both spiritually and naturally… Pray for me to start back resting well again. Insomnia’s back
Today is SUPPORT SOMEONE SUNDAY
Make a special trip to a hospital, hospice, mental institution, nursing home, jail or prison to sit with somebody today
Sit down, call up a long lost friend or estranged family member or love one… Inspire, complimentΒ & encourage them
Lend a helping hand today. Allow God to surprise you through you (Buy someone’s groceries orΒ pay a bill off for them)
Pray and ask God to lead you to that perfect someone who could use the support most that He wants you to give
Show God you trust Him by not fighting against the transitions He has you embarking upon… They’ll pan outΒ beneficial
Do not allow the enemy leeway into your life, mind or heart, to have his way, and reap havoc… Resist & he’ll flee
My reasoning for me being so mushy when people show me love for the things I’m doing for God… “The Passion’s of Christ”
Looking for love in all the wrong places caused me to be promiscuous SMH… But, God shielded me from death & disease.
Today is SEEK HIS FACE SATURDAY
Spent quality time with God and I’m so ELATED
The messages from both Joel Osteen and Rick Warren BlessedΒ my Spirit immensely!!!
To think of how God can simply speak, and the world is formed, shows just how good He can do in our lives
Thank you all, there’s POWER in Prayer…And even more influence when we go to the Throne in numbers π
I got the job, and even received Favor over some who had a higher seniority!!! Won’t God do it
Be careful what advice you take, even if it’s from a well trusted friend, they mean no harm, but satan does
I must apologize to God for appearing ungrateful, and running from person to person for advice… FEAR
When you ask God for a Blessing and get it, don’t let doubt creep in
God makes nooooooo mistakes, and only wants theΒ BEST for us
Don’t do tricky things to get yourself out of a place God is transitioning you to; especially after you asked for it
God knows how to turn anything the enemy tries to use to harm you into a HUGE Blessing… Trust and Obey!!!
Even when your shift seems like you’re getting the short end of the stick, don’t worry… God Gotcha π π π
Today is FREE YOUR MIND FRIDAY
When you feel as though you’re being PUNKED, instead see the situations as TESTS that you must pass
Don’t be so overbearing and mean towards others… Consider their feelings and needs FIRST
That brief pause was imperative… my trunk was open, and I seen an accident waiting to happen SMH
The enemy can’t send small irritants your way when you’re grounded & rooted in Christ… he really sticks it to you
Allow God to kill your flesh daily, so that you don’t haphazardly offend nobody… Rudeness is a No No!!!
Recognize your Spiritual tests and pass them…So, you’ll become a Victor in that area, and thus a better person as well
It’s very important to stay before the face of God, lest you give the enemy time to hop in and try you
Allow God to decrease you and have the Holy Spirit increase in you. So that you say and do only what’s Godly
It’s always a Blessing to wake up to no texts or missed calls from family… Reassurance that ALL is well π
Be careful of the things you watch on TV, negative energy transfers, and the news can sometimes be bad for us too
Use your time wisely! Even after work and completing household chores… Still don’t make room for Godless chatter
Today is THANK HIM THURSDAY
Lol, I honestly thought I was being PUNKED I ended up babysitting ten children… unknowingly SMH
You talking about a headache from outer space, I had it like never before ggggeeeeeeeeeessssssssssssshhhhhhh
They had the back to school jitters or something… And taming them with candy was a HUGE mistake!!!
I almost spanked their rumpelstiltskins numerous times… But, some of my children are against it… Keep em home!!!
Even though I was frustrated to the nineteenth power, I was lenient, because the adults were handling business
Next time Imma get me a good old-fashioned switch off the nearest tree, “sting em britches” as Granny use to say
Nonetheless, there was a lesson in all of it… God wants me to help out in that arena
I’m good at any other task, Grandma wise. But, babysitting wasn’t my thing at all, and I’m a stickler to that fact
At least I was “a stickler”… God requires and demands more from and of me… We are to help when needed!!!
To add, I gotta stop making mountains out of mole hills, and figure tactful ways to keep them busy and in order
Granny successfullyΒ raised her 16, and umpteen of her grands… I’m just as able; with God on my side π π π
Today is WE CAN DO IT WENESDAY
Happy and cheesing from ear-to-ear… Back to back days off!!! Ohhhhhhhhh yoppington π π π
“We can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens us!”
God is AWESOME, and showed up and showed out in my life today… Sooooo overjoyed; Thank You Daddy!
Can you say CHANGING FOR THE BETTER x’s two (2)… Go God, Go Me, Go God, Go Me!!!
Washed clothes, three loads… All by lonesome… Good job girly
Cooked and laid out dinner for later
On my way household and necessities shopping… woooo hoooo π
Spent quality, quality, quality time with my Heavenly Father… Filled up to the brim
EVERY adult is outta the house doing something productive… Won’t God do it!!!
Wait on God, don’t dare get suicidal… Believe against all odds that He’s for sure a keeper of those who love Him
Never give up HOPE… Keep the FAITH in the face of adversity
The tables turned… My husband try to reap havoc… But, God just simply ain’t having it, and I never fed in to it
Today is TALK ABOUT IT TUESDAY continued…
Don’t beat yourself up & and question your Salvation, when you repetitively do wrong… Instead Pray harder for CHANGE
If you see theΒ evidence of God in your life (Blessings, Grace & Mercy), worry NO MORE… You’re a part of the family
How do you TAME the tongue??? Tired of lashing out and hurting others… Being human, in my opinion, is NO excuse!!!
Reassured that God still loves me in spite of my loose lips… But, it ANGERS me afterwards, and rightfully so SMHΒ
“Loose lips sink ships!!!” be mindful of how you address others… They do have feelings you know; or do you???
Even if your mind convinces you otherwise about your mate… Hold your Peace, if you’ve wholeheartedly given it to God
Never avoid altercations to the point where it causes health issues (READ THIS CAREFULLY – TRICKY, BUT TRUE)
Make sure to ALWAYS say “If it’ll be the Lord’s Will I’ll do this, this or that” Our plans still need His APPROVAL
If you and your mate are displaced (Living with others), be good to each other THROUGH it… No misplaced anger
Working God’s adrenaline and strength… Totally sleep DEPRIVED… Sad, sad, sad gggeeeeeeeeeeessssssshhhhhhhhh!!!
What’s the real scoop on the Sandy Hook Elementary School shooting… Enquiring minds wants to know!!!
Just because you’re agitated, due to things you brought on yourself… That don’t mean take it out on your mate
Today is TALK ABOUT IT TUESDAY
Hubby came home… I Prayed and God answered. Now, I gotta step outta the way!!!
Very IMPORTANT… it’s in no way ok to discuss your relationship with your children… They haven’t a clue what you’re to do
By nature, your babies want to protect. But, they can give you wrong advice, as a safety mechanism; on your behalf
God’s JEALOUS, and He don’t like it when we Pray for His help, then snatchΒ our situationsΒ back, to handle ourselves
Regardless of the predicament, your mate should be contacting you daily… Silence makes room for assumptions
Pray SPECIFIC… God knows all. But, wants to hear it from you. He’ll give us the desires of our hearts
Know that you know that you for sure know your Heavenly Father’s voice; as to not give the enemy a foothold in your life
You DON’T have to have an altered mind in order to interact with others (Drugs &Β Alcohol) only makes it worse
The Holy Spirit can’t and won’t dwell in an unclean Temple… Remain SOBER guys!!!
Allow yourself to decrease, and God rise up when you have to socialize or have important conversations
Once promiscuous, but DELIVERED… unscathed, no deadly diseases… Thank You Daddy π π π
“Judge not lest ye be JUDGED!!!”
Today is MAKE EM SMILE MONDAY
Know that God is delighted to handle ALL our affairs if we would just TRUST in Him and ask for His help
Before you know it, things will begin to be Peaceful, clear and running smooth all around you… Give Him the Praise
Cast your cares! What? How do I do that? Simple, just raise your arms to God, and say Daddy I’m clueless and I need You
Crazy near death experience in the middle of the night SMH… What in the world was that all about???
My husband andΒ IΒ had a WEIRD interaction… Too sleepy to ponder though. Jesus grab the wheel π π π
Feelings hurt in ER, because I must look like an OLD lady… Asked if I was my husband’s mom ggggggrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhh
I see myself as Shallow Hal seen most of his potentials… Preserved, youngΒ and beautiful lol… funny right???
Wondering, in my lil inquisitive mind, if my husband is still dealing with an ex for financial gain
Finally destroyed the SCAM check… Had forgotten about it all this time. Thank God it was still there
Stop sabotaging your relationship by always thinking the worse about your mate… God makes NO mistakes
First let me give honor to our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ, then of course I would like to thank http://motherofnecessity.net/ for seeing me as a worthy candidate.
In turns, I nominate her and I wish I could do more, because plenty of you have been wonderful to me. But, we can only do 15, and here they are.
1. http://motherofnecessity.net/
2. http://thelivingmessage.com/
3. http://cuppajoeandthou.wordpress.com/
4. http://nutsrok.wordpress.com/
5. https://sarahsatticoftreasures.wordpress.com/
6. https://plainmommy.wordpress.com/
7. http://thepurplecouchblog.com/
8. http://deceptiveinfluences.com/
9. https://fromcrazywithlove.wordpress.com/
10. http://manuscriptwarfare.wordpress.com/
11. http://egyptenglish.com/
12. http://stayinginstep.com/
13. https://writetobreakthrough.wordpress.com/
14. https://hasmeetwrites.wordpress.com/
15. https://tboisuites.wordpress.com/
I reiterate, I wish there was no limit of the people you could add, because my list would go on forever, as I give recognition to the ones of you who’ve been so good to me through ALL my struggles, pain and suffering, in an acknowledgment of your true skills and writing capabilities. Thanx to everyone. Love you guys to pieces.
Today is SUPPORT SOMEONE SUNDAY
Practically NOOOOOOO sleep… Not at all the Will of God. Glad to be rid of my problem… Still Praying for him though
Proud of myself, hospital calls about my husband, and I Trust God and stay at work and finish my shift… GROWING
If your love one resists your help… Let go and let God. Continue to hold them up before God
Mad at myself for some of the harsh things I said to my husband… Anger is no excuse nor justification… MUST REPENT
Don’t get outta character because others are nonchalant and/or rude… Contact a supervisor instead
Even in knowing what harsh effect K2 is having on people, my husband insists on indulging… I’m DONE
If a person don’t take physician advice then surely your opinions won’t be warranted… Give it to God
K2 (Synthetic Drugs)Β is killing people guys… NEVER touch it, and encourage your love ones to do the same
When enough is enough… Fall back, especially when the person you’re trynna help won’t even help themselves
Instead of remaining sober my husband transitioned to something worse… Stand in Prayer with me please
Today is SEEK HIS FACE SATURDAY
After a breakup, Pray for Peaceful rest… I did, and I slept rather good ALONE
Seek God about ALL your situations (Financial, relational, emotional, situational, and definitely Spiritual)
God has plans and a specific purpose for each of us… Certainly seek His face for guidance and direction
Fam, don’t be too friendly with neighborhood individuals of the opposite sex, it only leads to unnecessary problems
It’s ALWAYS best to hear your mate out, opposed to running with the story you hear about them from another
Get to a MATURE place in God where you don’t overreact and lose your job behind relationship issues… TAKE TEN
Questioning another about whether they’re SECRETLY sleeping with your mate is pointless… They’ll never tell!!!
Pray immediately when something’s bothering you, don’t inadvertently suffer from medical issues due to unresolved issues
Meeting with children still not held SMH… Avoidance hhhhmmmmm???
Never stir up confusion with others in an attempt to get the heat off of you… Childish move on your part
Remember: God will make sure that those He don’t want in your life can’t stay, and those He does can’t leave
Today is FREE YOUR MIND FRIDAY
When you give yourself to Christ fully, He’ll show you things that’s occurring with your family that needs your attention
Can’t figure out for the life of me why my life is becoming a COMPLETE rollercoaster
The TRANSPARENT me is meant for my life to be shared, so that others can be helped through my experiences & problems
My baby daughter and my middle daughter are going through something that needs Mommy intervention
When your family is going through something, don’t kick them while they’re down. Instead, help out
Family makes stupid mistakes, but don’t overlyΒ punish them, when you have the capabilities to assist
Don’t allow your Union, who you pay weekly/biweekly to lie to you, and cause you to resign (You have rights)
NEVER send your family to a freekin shelter when you have adequate space available for them to live
Of course if your family is able to pay accept it. If not, definitely don’t turn your back on them… That’s not love!!!
Money is not more important than helping your love ones. God will Bless you accordingly
In need of Prayer for me and my family… Things are dwindling downward for each of us on a daily basis SMH
Today is THANK HIM THURSDAY
God is AWESOME… I’m in a GOOD mood
We all woke up, we have activity in our limbs, our five senses are operable, we’re healthyΒ & whole [To name a few]
Y’all, I did it again SMH… Spontaneously left work gggrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhh!!!
Hubby’s home yyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyy π π π
Family meeting scheduled… Jesus, take the wheel please
Forgive me guys… I acted a real donkey… Got a lot of maturing to do (SPIRITUALLY)
Cigarettes missing, nobody cares… Now I’m in a stupor and shut completely down
Don’t you dare waste away a whole day moping, murmuring and complaining… God ain’t bout dat life!!!
How you look being so in your feelings, to the point where you can’t be a grandmother? Grow up already!!!
Sad situation that further shows I need maturity… Not happy about my husband’s potential success, in fear of him leaving me
NEVER sabotage your mate’s things out of (FEAR – False Evidences Appearing Real)
Pray for my liwwle (in my granddaughter’s voice)Β grandbaby, her not feeling well; two trips to ER
Stop Praying for more when you know you haven’t been a good steward over the things you’ve been given
*** Juanita Bynum “No More Sheets” a must see
Sistahs… Remain the same chick he fell in love with (Hair done, nails did, outfits on #fleek, house clean, and feed him)
Ladies… Keep yourself up! Don’t just let your weight get outta control, even baby fat can come off… Do it!!!
God has BIG things in store for us… It’s NOT His desire that any of us live in lack (poverty, depression, misery, etc.)
Today is WE CAN DO IT WEDNESDAY
I’m now a firm believer that the things you do to your parents will eventually return to haunt you
Things were crazy all night and morning… But, still I TRUST God
Hard for a caring grandmother to turn a blind eye and deaf ear to things going wrong with the babies in her life
Started to place myself back in a homeless state due to frustration with my daughter… Thank God I didn’t overreact!!!
Single again because of the mess pertaining to my granddaughter
Just what do you do when your grown child won’t listen to you, but they’re making wrong decisions?
I have no clue as to why things went left between my husband and me. But, God have Your way!
Seeing one again, the things I did to my mother coming back around on me through my children
Children, regardless of age MUST know “Don’t do what I’m doing or have done”… Rather do what I say
Called a family meeting, and I desire for God to be in total control…. Just want them to know I’m only trynna help
Tragedies are increasing I DC… Prayers please
Hold your peace, and Pray first… Never jump the gun and create a huger problem for yourself or others
Whatever happened to “Mom knows BEST???”
C
Today is TALK ABOUT IT TUESDAY
Humbly realizing that it’s better to cook at home and stretch my meals, opposed to trynna keep up with the Joneses
Tragedy in the family… Cousin killed at Metro bus stop. Stabbed to death, on his way to visit with his children SMH
Is K2 causing these murders because people are haphazardly losing their minds?
Prayer needed for DC in whole… Car accidents are claiming our youth, coupled with shootings, stabbings and other violence
Pray for Sandra Bland’s family and also that JUSTICE will be served if she was outlandishlyΒ murdered
Still following the case where the police shot a young lady who was armed with a knife or multiple knives
God is definitely doing a thing with me, in changing my selfish & mean ways, and I’m openly allowing it ALL
We can’t get mad and decide to write people off because they want what you’ve owed them for months… DEAD WRONG
Mothers, we can’t arbitrarily cut all ties with our children because they anger us… God ain’t having it!!!
The apple don’t fall far from the tree, when you see the bad part of you in your child… PrayΒ against generational curses
Open yourself up fully to God, and allow Him to have His way with you… CHANGE is imperative and beneficial
Today is MAKE EM SMILE MONDAY
Really good morning, got everything done, and still had time to spare… Ain’t GodΒ GOOD
Don’t let the enemy reap havoc between you and family… God don’t Bless mess!!!
See the devil for who he isΒ amidst altercations… “We wrestle not with flesh and blood…”
Wondering if it’s validity in the Prophet’s claim that witchcraft is either being practiced in the home I’m in or has it been cast over it?
My smiles are due to my hubby taking the initiative to start writing his books again… Hallelujah!!!
When you get angry, please don’t overreact and destroy things that are dear and important to your mate
God is AWESOME, He helped me figure out how to fix a big project for my husband… made us both so happy
Let go of previous hurts, so that fear don’t cause sabotage
See the morals and potentials in your mate, and stick by them… it’ll pan out rewarding before long
Book writing program (Writenow 4)
Did K2 cause a lady to be shot by police in Washington, DC? This horrible drug has to cease and disappear!!!
We are to love in spite of the wrongs people do to us
Allow God to totally wash you clean of any wicked ways He finds in you
Got a Federal Government bid in for two WONDERFUL days off… Pray with me that I get it
Today is SUPPORT SOMEONE SUNDAY
Hubby been lovey dovey lately… That’s all well and fine, except for the fact that it cut into my planned study time SMH
Cured my seafood cravings… Huge payout though! Next time I’ll be cookin at home for sure.
Continue to Pray, even if God seems to be far away or simply not hearing you
“Seek and you shall find, Knock and the door shall be open unto you, and Ask and you shall receive”
I thank each of you for the wonderful comments, compliments, Prayers and marvelous words of encouragement
Remember: If you’re going through anything, find someone who’s experiencing your same pain, and Pray them through
God is wonderful… He delivered my husband totally from K2, and many others as well… Hallelujah!!!
Wait on God… Don’t rush Him. He knows what’s best for us, and will com through in His time
Don’t be mean and vindictive towards anyone, make less family who’s helping you… God don’t like ugly
Let God make amends between you and the very person who hurt you the worst
Da Ugly Ducklin came to be because of my dysfunctionalΒ family, and the lack of communication between us
Today is SEEK HIS FACE SATURDAY
Don’t beat yourself up when you feel like you’ve falling away from God, you’re actually still as close as before; if not closer
Love God with EVERYTHING in you, it’s sooooooooo rewarding
The Passion’s of Christ (Mel Gibson) wonderful movie… A must see
How God always brings us out, even from the things we bring on ourselves
TMOB (The Mouth of Babes) a Ministry I want to implement, to bring my grand babies closer to God
No matter your circumstances, you’re still expected to seek God regularly
Know that God still loves you even when you feel that you’re falling by the wayside
Get out the way, and allow God to change your wayward family member or love one
You don’t like traffic… leave early!!!
Today is FREE YOUR MIND FRIDAY
Woke up to car GONE… You talkin bout FURIOUS!!!
“I lost the car“… Are you serious???
How your mates choice to indulge in illicit drugs creates unnecessary problems for the both of you.
Telling your grown children to live one way, but you settle for the things you’re trynna save them from… DOUBLE STANDARD
If you choose to put up with your mate… Don’t bagger them thereafter
Living with others is hard… Food issues arise, and everyone not buying household supplies… NOT FAIR
How my family is all of a sudden going through simultaneously SMH
My son’s up and coming rap career… My feelings about the uneasy content
How I want my children to get and keep my grandbabies before the face of God
How bad I want God to fall upon me on a daily basis… to help me serve Him correctly
We’re living in our last days… The signs are here… Get and/or keep yourself right in the eyes of God
My desires to be in full-time Ministry for the sake of my entire clan
Give God back His Word, He’s good to act on it, because He cannot and will not lie
Live a life of example in front of the youth around you, so that they’ll grow up successful
My husband trynna compare his wrongdoings with K2 to my old alcohol issues…Β Not the same!!!
WE CAN DO IT WEDNESDAY continued…
Worked ONLY 2 1/2 – 3 hours SMH
Don’t EEEEVVVEEEERRRR fake sick… It’ll definitely come back to bite ya in the rumpelstiltskin
Enraged at how my (thought to be) good deed was so insignificant… gggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
Be careful dealing with banks, colleges, and I’ll go as far as to say that FAFSA is suspect.
Why am I still holding a FRAUDULENT check, nobody thought it to be serious enough to send anyone out… just horrible.
Day went left real quick… My manager went from 0 to 100 lol!!!
Get covered by the Union guys… They’re your safety net
Learn the rules about your rights to take off and leave work early multiple times in a specific time frame.
Today is WE CAN DO IT WEDNESDAY
ALMOST
SCAMMED
4
TIMES…
NOPE, I’M
CALLING DA PO PO’S
Today is TALK ABOUT IT TUESDAY
Master RESET again??? What the heck is going on with my phone… Hackers or nah?
Hair FINALLY on #fleek
Hubby back home SMH… I never got a chance to put him out and thank God I didn’t, because he’s WORKING yyyyyyyyyyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!
- More money
- Move quicker
- No K2 smoked… Thank You Daddy.
Feeling awfully strange in my spirit… Sum just ain’t right. Can’t pinpoint it yet, but I’m feeling sum type of way π¦ π¦ π¦
Trust God to run your marriage… Breadwinners are NOT in control.
Prayers pay off, again I reiterate that!
Never fight against mandatory change
Do what God says no matter the cost
Personal ad (Possible Disaster)
Testimony may lead to Tricky Tracking #
Today is MAKE EM SMILE MONDAY
Contradictory Vlog: Yesterday I stated we must love in spite of. Then, I turn right around and ditch my husband to sleep on the streets.
Ironically, I have every reason not to smile.
My daughter nearly died behind illicit drugs.
Misplaced anger towards my mother-in-law SMH.
The BREADWINNER can’t even get a decent meal???!!!
The effects of K2 on your marriage, family and life.
Get rid of your flesh, it destroys you and others you interact with.
Should you leave your spouse for indulging in drugs, simply because they’re irresponsibly still doing it, even after something bad has happened.
Today is SUPPORT SOMEONE SUNDAY
Important for older children, who indulge in bad things, to have a cell phone for emergencies.
We must allow God to transform us to where we’re loving supernaturally… Not in the natural (HUMAN)
Generational curses MUST be broke
How God gave me favor while receiving beautification services
Take care of skin, feet and hair… Imperative for self-preservation
Don’t let the devil reap havoc in your relationship!!! Let God show you what’s really going on
Don’t plan how to be nice, that’s fake… Instead, allow the Holy Spirit to move through you
We are not to only love those who we’re comfortable with, but we gotta Pray about loving EVERYONE in spite of
Today is SEEK HIS FACE SATURDAY
- Let God control who you date, your marriage or already established relationship (NO FORNICATING)
- Trust God to lead you down the right path as you plan and confirm your annual vacation.
- You’re destined to get the BEST deals
- Reassurance that any problems, should there be ANY will be minimal to NONE.
- You’ll find new things to do to have fun, ATTRACTIONS and ACTIVITIES will come to you like never before
- Career choices and continuum of education… He definitely knows, and I’ll guarantee you that your newΒ sought out and obtained profession will be one that you’ll look forward to every day.Unlike many of us, who merely go for a paycheck. Your God geared job will be one sufficient enough to retire from and you won’t have to double up (Work 2 or more jobs simultaneously) Β either, because the one income will be Heaven sent more than enough… You’ll be the lender and NEVER a borrower.
Got my eyes, feet and nails done up yaaaaaaaayyyyyyy, just waiting for my stylist to grocery shop, and my hair gon be on #fleek too!!! She always flicks her wrist π π π
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Today is FREE YOUR MIND FRIDAY
Did not get my hair done π¦ π¦ π¦ Whole day went left!!!
No nail salon visit ggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhh… that’s ok, because I should be off tomorrow (fingers crossed)
Baby girl doin it up in the Dominican Republic… Finally enjoying her vacation away, after a few rough patches that God helped her through.
Still Noooooooooo sleep SMH, tonight gotta be the night no doubt!
Husband finally back after another brief break-up (Talkin to me rude and harsh) That’s a no no, and automatic deal breaker – ZERO tolerance for utter disrespect.
Today is THANK HIM THURSDAY
Shooting in my daughter’s house (Close call SMH)
Her trip to the Dominican Republic
TheΒ 8 hours beautification process (Oh how HAPPY I’ll be afterwards)
HCYMABH… Back up and active.
Alone No More… Lying dormant, which is a GOOD thing, because nobody’s suicidal.
H.U.T. My desires for an immediate family (Annual Reunion) on a Yacht, even though I’m terribly scared of water.
TMOB – The Mouth Of Babez (New Ministry) For youth 21 and under, to learn the importance of having a relationship with God and the POWER in Prayer. Taking our children to church ain’t at all the gist of it. They MUST know what’s expected of them and all the BENEFITS within. More important, we don’t want them embarrassed or fearful to Pray to or interact with God.
Today is WE CAN DO IT WEDNESDAY
A day where we hold to the fact that we can do all things through Christ Who strengthens us.
My 13 yrs. old grandson arrested for a gun in his book bag. Could have caused the officers to shoot him unnecessarily.
Me experiencing Insomnia due to my being manic… Driving to work with eyes barely open SMH.
“Many are called, but few are CHOSEN”!!! Me disrespecting a coworker, then feeling awful afterwards… Open repent.
We MUST change in order to please God.
The thorn in my flesh is there for a worthy purpose.
Today isΒ TALK ABOUT IT TUESDAYΒ initially intended for friends and family to discuss different sermons, scriptures or Godly topics that each came across on previous days, for the purposes of readying yourselves for Wednesday Bible Study, where you’ll Prayerfully be armed with plenty of questions.
However my day didn’t begin good, and I had to vent after a crying moment, because I was so upset with my children.
Please give your opinion about the situations I discussed.
Thank God I feel 100 % better now… God Bless each of you, and may Heaven continue to smile upon you and yours
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Unbelievable!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This video is all messed up, but I uploaded it anyway, just to show how things can happen SMH. It was two parts. But, instantly one whole part… The beginning just got lost somewhere in cyber space lol. Nevertheless, the ending tells what my theoryΒ is on the shenanigans. BTW… Today isΒ MAKE EM SMILE MONDAY!!! With all the craziness going on with me lately, I can’t do nothing else but smile!!! Enjoy guys, in spite of the beginning being M.I.A.
Whaddayaknow, here’s the lost video… I knew it’d surface SMH
Today is FREE YOUR MIND FRIDAY no matter what the enemy tries to throw your way DODGE it, and keep it movin. Show him he has NOOOOOOOOOOOO power or control,and will not keep you bogged down!
Chris Brown with the suicide rumors going around. I searched through several sites, only to find out the world is getting all worked up about what they’re considering to be a cryptic message on his instagram… and more can be read here http://sandrarose.com/2015/05/is-chris-brown-suicidal/ & http://sandrarose.com/2015/06/chris-brown-wont-be-around-next-year/
I Pray she’s wrong. But, I’m not too happy about the writings she wrote, and many others stated their feelings on her site.
My apologies for getting upset, after talking about the beating I received from my last husband, and not really doing well in the Vlog.
Family should always stick together and help one another out, especially during homelessness.
Parents Pray for your grown child or children who’s not doing right in the eyes of God.
Sometimes our wayward children are complete replicas of us… Hmmmmmmm!!! “Train up a child in the way they should go and when they’re old they won’t depart from it”
The affects illicit drugs had on me, and my transition into alcoholism, and subsequent deliverance from it all.
How to be the bigger person and apologize for your wrong actions when you’ve hurt someone.
How the good in your mate can help you. (My husband making me share and diminish my stingy ways).
The shooting in my daughter’s home that caused our homelessness.
Today is SEEK HIS FACE SATURDAY and make sure you read a scripture, Pray, Praise or Worship Him today.
Christian wife/ Muslim husband (How you interact) (Praying, Praising & Worshipping together impossible)
Me seeing the aftermath of my two sisters after getting brutally beating (Reason for my hostility toward men)
Women should stay in their place (We cannot beat NO man)
A mother’s job is NEVER done (Talk toΒ your grown child) (Help them identify and then succeed at their goals)
Feeling ostracized after alcohol cease (How to enjoy life when everyone else still indulges)
Family should never see each other homeless (Well to do family won’t help SMH)
Never seclude your mate because you have no friends or family to chill with.
Today is SUPPORT SOMEONE SUNDAY and I ask that you support anyone in any capacity… Heaven smiles upon us for doing so.
This was a short video, that I’m not pleased with at all. Just had an altercation with my husband, and wasn’t feeling myself… My apologies.
Either the enemy is causing bad things to occur, because I’m following the plan of God for my life or God sees that my husband means me no well, and chose to remove him from my life.
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Not too pleased with today’s Vlog, because I got to talking about the beating at the hands of my last husband, and lost my whole train of thought… gggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Nonetheless, I went on with it, and talked about how God has kept me, and is still keeping me through all the craziness that I’ve endured and still experiencing.
Today is “Thank Him Thursday” be sure to THANK God for everything He’s done and still is doing in your life. He inhabits the Praises of His people.
*** Please comment on how you feel about poverty, generational curses, and utilizing government assistance.
Once again I ask y’all to forgive the video pauses, before you know it I’ll be making top-notch Vlogs.
As promised, I’m going to do my research on the Chris Brown incident, as it relates to what he’s experiencing with suicidal thoughts. I don’t EVER wanna mislead anyone, by giving inaccurate or totally bogus information.
Please follow me, subscribe to my channel on YouTube, and likewise I’ll return the favor.
Please forgive me for the dumb videos that end abruptly, without a proper outro message. But, time will definitely fix that, as I get more better at recording. Eventually, I’ll have a better device, with a huger storage.Β However, until thenΒ I ask you to bear with me.
I was cut off while explaining what happened with my last husband, and why we separated. As I was telling you,Β I made the horrible mistake of marrying way too quick fromΒ start. But, I was terribly lonely. Remember, I have ALL grown children, and they were moving on with their lives and happy for the most part… going out to eat, coupled up. Beach trips, constantly at the casino or club. Even though some of the places they frequented, I’m no longer interested in, I still wanted a mate, and I jumped at the very first chance that came my way and the latter monthsΒ was beyond overkill. Not to mention the fact that I wasn’t really over my previous husband, who I’m BACK with SMH, and that’ll be elaborated on as time progresses. Moreover, I carried hurt and all types of other damaging baggage over into my marriage, thus reaping unnecessary havoc for myself.
I was constantly bickering, complaining, nitpicking and physically abusing this man, and he held it all in until it came out in the worst way on that gruesome night, turned morning, beat down that I received, where God once again spared my life. now, this time, I wasn’t able to drive myself to the hospital like before and not because of any physical impairments. But, primarily because my husband didn’t want to leave me alone with in the ER, in fear of me contacting the police.
Enough of that already though, before too much explaining rolls into flashbacks, and emotions causes diverse reactions. I can’t say when I’ll discuss it. But, I wanna give my testimony about my reunification with my third husband, and how we’re doing now.
This is my first attempt at Vlogging, and it was in June… I never could get the videos uploaded, so I completely gave up. But, I started back a month and a half later, and those are the videos on the site that are still not as good as I would like for them to be. But, I feel confident that I’m finally doing what’s pleasing to God. Even though they’re choppy and some are too long, in my opinion. Nevertheless,