Today I’m so down in the dumps. I honestly thought I was over actual suicide attempts smh 🤦🏽♀️. Yes, I constantly suffer with ideation, but things feel different lately. Family is so busy, with their own affairs, which I respect; don’t get me wrong. However this right here –>> https://m.facebook.com/#!/watch/?v=10157292727455925 Should have never happen.Continue reading “152 Days… Jesus take the wheel 😩”
#manshootshimself #livesuicide #WEGOTTADOBETTER #loveyourfamily #praydaily
If this don’t change the hearts and minds of the people, I honestly and earnestly don’t know what will! This man talks about errybody that failed him, right before taking his own life. Then, the audacity of the ONLY caller, who actually got through; amongst the many who attempted. Whatever they said to him, was the straw that broke the camel’s back. He had just said to send a particular officer to his home, and he’d go get treatment smh. Why take his cry for #help so lightly? Please believe anyone who’s experiencing suicide ideation, and run to them as fast as possible, even if there’s several false alarms; who cares! #bettersafethansorry
Always keep spare keys to your love ones home. Follow/Friend them on every social media platform, so that you’re privy to mood changes, self isolation, behavior differences. Let them know daily that they’re loved, needed, wanted, special and important to you.
Sooooo, I’m back again with another video 📹 📸📷📽️🎞️ where I’ve fused together a couple of my beginning videos, from nearly 4 years ago, where I was introducing to you guys the PASSIONS that God laid on my heart, whilst showing me how He intends to use everything I’ve ever experienced in life, that I thought to be overly horrific, for His good. Now, I’m no professional at this editing thing smh, so you’ll see that the transitions are not as good as Warner Brothers and Paramount lol 😂 😂 😂😵😵😵 😲 😲 😲 but don’t judge me 👊🏿👊🏿👊🏿#PERIODTT
In the videos, I’m discussing the app that I wanna some day implement, where one would actually be able to click into a live session with a Prayer Warrior, who’ll deter them from the final mistake of suicide and get their mind back on the right track, and help them realize that life actually IS worth living after all, because that’s exactly how I always feel days, weeks or months later, after an attempt, and I’m happily amongst family and enjoying every single ounce of everything different, that each one of them has to bring to my life, from the crazy dances that all my grandchildren do, to the funny clapbacks that show forth in hellah large family group texts, right on down to my oldest daughter, who everybody knows to be the most hilarious of us all #nocap, and her capabilities to mimic anybody on the face of this earth, and keep the entire room falling outta their chairs cracking their sides… Sometimes literally ⚰️⚰️⚰️⚱️⚱️⚱️nah, I’m just kidding, but Sus most certainly got dis comedian thing down pact.
But, more importantly, is the text I received about the 2 mothers, who both threw their babies from high places and then jumped themselves… That thing ran all through me and it just shows that suicide awareness and prevention is definitely necessary, and I gotta stop procrastinating, and get into gear, doing whatever I can to build Alone NO MORE, so that we’re readily available for all that’s in need.
It may sound strange, but I actually get excited about certain times of frustration. When I sense a restlessness followed by dissatisfaction but cannot identify the cause, then I know to ask the Lord what He’s doing. Past experience tells me that once I make the move He desires, my frustration will end and I’ll be in sync with His plan for my life.
Frustration is usually considered a negative feeling. However, when God agitates us, His purpose is always good. He sometimes uses our sense of dissatisfaction as well as spiritual and physical barriers to guide us toward new insights. For example, I woke up one Saturday morning during my seminary years feeling as if I were in an emotional butter churn—I could not settle to any task or relax, and I did not know why. So I started praying about these feelings and asking the Lord to reveal His will. I spent most of the day on my knees. Soon I discovered that the good plans I had made to temporarily pastor a California church were not His plans. Had I ignored the frustrated feeling, I would have missed a vacation to North Carolina, which resulted in a call to the church God intended for me.
In a culture of busyness, we can easily and foolishly overlook or ignore restlessness. But divinely sent frustration is meant to get our attention. God wants us to ask, “What are You saying?” and “Do You want me to be doing or thinking something different?” As soon as we are willing to deal with whatever the Lord brings to mind, He starts revealing what we need to change in order to receive His insight.
Today is TALK ABOUT IT TUESDAY
Hair is a mess… gggggrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhh! All the back to school babies beat me to the punch with my hair stylist
Still tremendously sleepy… This is ridiculous how fast training came about geesh!!!
Day three of lessons reminding us to make the best use of our time… No Godless chatter, backbiting or gossip
Read God’s Word, Pray, Praise & Worship… We need God like we do food for the nourishments of our body
Make sure your line of importance runs like this God first, others second then focus on yourself thereafter
During transition, your mate has to understand that you’re not shunning them but tired instead, and trying to adjust
My dream is to be in FULL-TIME Ministry for God, then life will definitely be less stressful
Be careful not to act as the world does just because they’re family… “Be NOT conformed to this world…”
Use your talents for God and watch Him increase you like never before
Another poor presentation (Vlog) toooooooo sleepy, and not at my best SMH! Please forgive me
Today is MAKE EM SMILE MONDAY
Even if you’re use to the atmosphere at your current job, realize change comes with elevation and transformation
How can God take you higher if you keep fear as your confidant or companion?… Trust and Obey!!!
Please forgive me… Terrible Vlog… Sleepy to the fifth power!!!
Miserably sleep deprived… Jesus HAS the wheel!!!
Can’t wait to get situated!!! So outta my element, and so many arenas of my life is being negatively impacted SMH
My Rick Warren emails always comes at 4:44 am, this means my Angels are with me… Thank You Daddy 🙂
Make the best use of your time, remembering that an idle mind is the devil’s playground… Keep him far far away!!!
Watching myself fall asleep while driving… Totally DANGEROUS 😦 😦 😦
When you do wrong,quickly repent,turn from your wicked ways and hop back on the battlefield for Christ
Compliment and/or encourage anyone today, especially those who are normally insecure
Stream televangelists to your TV, so that you can spend quality time with God
Rest is important both spiritually and naturally… Pray for me to start back resting well again. Insomnia’s back