The Toughest One Yet

This will be my most vulnerable post yet, one I’ve been thinking about for quite some time. And now, I think, the time is right. But first, I want to…

The Toughest One Yet

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Omg I wish I knew this author personally smh πŸ€¦πŸ½β€β™€οΈ… Her story sounds so much like mine… Now I gotta go find everything she ever wrote, I’m sure we’re twins but just don’t know it yet lol πŸ˜‚ lls πŸ€ͺ… No but seriously, it means a lot to me to find stories that I resonate with so perfectly. I Pray all is well with her and her family… I didn’t even check smh πŸ€¦πŸ½β€β™€οΈ… I just had to share this quickly… I know the feeling of being FORCED to go to the darn hospital, not because you wanna hurt others but merely because you’re thinking about hurting your own self smh πŸ€¦πŸ½β€β™€οΈ

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6 Things I Was Unprepared For After My Mother Committed Suicide

14 years ago, my mother committed suicide. These are the 6 things I was unprepared for after that fact & how I coped with it.

6 Things I Was Unprepared For After My Mother Committed Suicide

I’m so glad I found this post, from a child who lost a mother to suicide, so that I could obtain some insight on how my ultimate decision may affect my own children. #thingsthatmakeyougohmm πŸ€”

Here, the author talks candidly about the relationship between them and their mom and they honestly state that there were arguments and grudges… That’s to be expected, and part of the reason I feel the way I do nowadays. All throughout life, even as a child, when it’s time to reminisce about any vacation or family celebration… I’ve noticed it’s all laughs and smiles, until we collectively remember that I ended up messing everything up, by hurting someone’s feelings smh πŸ€¦πŸ½β€β™€οΈ. I tell my family all the time… Not to think that suicide ideation only exists in the minds of people, because they’re selfishly sad about what they don’t have or what others have done to them… No, there’s torment that I deal with regularly because of what I can’t give to family (gifts, financial help, advice) and also I hurt simply because I’ve hurt them over the years, with my stupid big mouth, and judgmental ways smh πŸ€¦πŸ½β€β™€οΈ… Never knowing when to just STFU 😩

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The Transparent Me

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Da Ugly Ducklin – The Transparent Me 8/7/15 (DAY 19)

Today is FREE YOUR MIND FRIDAY

Woke up to car GONE… You talkin bout FURIOUS!!!

I lost the car“… Are you serious???

How your mates choice to indulge in illicit drugs creates unnecessary problems for the both of you.

Telling your grown children to live one way, but you settle for the things you’re trynna save them from… DOUBLE STANDARD

If you choose to put up with your mate… Don’t bagger them thereafter

Living with others is hard… Food issues arise, and everyone not buying household supplies… NOT FAIR

How my family is all of a sudden going through simultaneously SMH

My son’s up and coming rap career… My feelings about the uneasy content

How I want my children to get and keep my grandbabies before the face of God

How bad I want God to fall upon me on a daily basis… to help me serve Him correctly

We’re living in our last days… The signs are here… Get and/or keep yourself right in the eyes of God

My desires to be in full-time Ministry for the sake of my entire clan

Give God back His Word, He’s good to act on it, because He cannot and will not lie

Live a life of example in front of the youth around you, so that they’ll grow up successful

My husband trynna compare his wrongdoings with K2 to my old alcohol issues…Β Not the same!!!

Da Ugly Ducklin – The Transparent Me 8/6/15 (DAY 18)

WE CAN DO IT WEDNESDAY continued…

Worked ONLY 2 1/2 – 3 hours SMH

Don’t EEEEVVVEEEERRRR fake sick… It’ll definitely come back to bite ya in the rumpelstiltskin

Enraged at how my (thought to be) good deed was so insignificant… gggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

Be careful dealing with banks, colleges, and I’ll go as far as to say that FAFSA is suspect.

Why am I still holding a FRAUDULENT check, nobody thought it to be serious enough to send anyone out… just horrible.

Day went left real quick… My manager went from 0 to 100 lol!!!

Get covered by the Union guys… They’re your safety net

Learn the rules about your rights to take off and leave work early multiple times in a specific time frame.

Da Ugly Ducklin – The Transparent Me 8/4/15 (DAY 16)

Today is TALK ABOUT IT TUESDAY

Master RESET again??? What the heck is going on with my phone… Hackers or nah?

Hair FINALLY on #fleek

Hubby back home SMH… I never got a chance to put him out and thank God I didn’t, because he’s WORKING yyyyyyyyyyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!

  • More money
  • Move quicker
  • No K2 smoked… Thank You Daddy.

Feeling awfully strange in my spirit… Sum just ain’t right. Can’t pinpoint it yet, but I’m feeling sum type of way 😦 😦 😦

Trust God to run your marriage… Breadwinners are NOT in control.

Prayers pay off, again I reiterate that!

Never fight against mandatory change

Do what God says no matter the cost

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