The Transparent Me
Category: Daily feelings
From March 30, 2014
Before walking in to work, I was vexed in my spirit because the word “capsize” continued to maneuver through my brain. Instantly, I looked the word up, to obtain a better understanding of what, if anything, God was trynna show me, but the definition was disheartening and scary; so I prayed for EVERYONE then posted my Lil warning… Nonetheless, I still didn’t feel the settling within that I expected or shall I say like what normally occurs following intercession… That comfort that overcomes me, reassuring me that all is well. However, I proceeded on, setting up my work station, entrusting all to my Father… Then, a small still voice spoke “your life” I’m like huh??? Again, He reiterated “YOUR LIFE, and went on to express to me that my life is getting ready to flip for the better… Everything about me has to and will change… Not as time passes on… Ohhhhh no my dear, you don’t have that type of time… You have known about your calling since 1993 but never hearkened… No, I won’t force Myself upon you, for I’m a gentleman at best. But, know that I have work for you to do and it’s NOT optional”!!!
On any other day, this experience would have scared me outta my wits… But, God is a God of order, and disarray fits no where in His schema… Therefore, His omniscient powers already for seen this turn of events, and He had me prepared… For the past three days, there’s been no Drake, Sevyn Streeter nor Lil Wayne bumping through my Bluetooth, instead, I’ve been eating good from none other than Bishop T.D. Jakes, and his messages have all been flowing in the direction God needed me to trod.
Even writing about it now I can feel God’s presence and His fresh anointing is ever so near and comforting… I love You Daddy, and I thank You for Your patience, grace and mercy that’s always shown evident in my life… Even down to the generation that my grand babies are living out now… You talking bout AWESOME; there’s absolutely NONE like You, and most definitely, I say yes to Your will and way for our lives… All 16 of us… To include (My four and their eleven) 💓
Looking back… 7/18 /15
Nothing beats insolvency but a TRY!!!
Grant it, we all go “THROUGH” rough times, and understandably so, considering our Father own the cattle on a thousand hills!!! The devil BIG mad or little mad??? Without a shadow of doubt, know that He’s got the WHOLE world in His hands, and it ain’t but so much lucifer can do to us and keep us ostracized, bound, sad, hurt ad plenty more other bouts of emotions his wicked curve balls attempt to invoke once twirled.
The emphasis put on through shows that there’s a pot of gold at the end of EVERY RAINBOW, we just gotta remain steadfast and keep right on PUSHING… Love yall to pieces… Stay Encouraged and Prayed Up 🙂
Da Ugly Ducklin – The Transparent Me 7/28/15 (DAY 9)
#FEEDBACK #YOUROPINION #YOURSTORY
Today is TALK ABOUT IT TUESDAY initially intended for friends and family to discuss different sermons, scriptures or Godly topics that each came across on previous days, for the purposes of readying yourselves for Wednesday Bible Study, where you’ll Prayerfully be armed with plenty of questions.
However my day didn’t begin good, and I had to vent after a crying moment, because I was so upset with my children.
Please give your opinion about the situations I discussed.
Thank God I feel 100 % better now… God Bless each of you, and may Heaven continue to smile upon you and yours
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Da Ugly Ducklin – The Transparent Me 7/25/15 (DAY 6)
The cycle of life is overwhelming… I did these videos and purposely put dates for reflection purposes, to see how things either got worse, BETTER or inadvertently stayed the same #HOLYSPIRITPLEASEFALLAFRESHUPONMEANDMINE
Today is SEEK HIS FACE SATURDAY and make sure you read a scripture, Pray, Praise or Worship Him today.
Christian wife/ Muslim husband (How you interact) (Praying, Praising & Worshipping together impossible)
Me seeing the aftermath of my two sisters after getting brutally beating (Reason for my hostility toward men)
Women should stay in their place (We cannot beat NO man)
A mother’s job is NEVER done (Talk to your grown child) (Help them identify and then succeed at their goals)
Feeling ostracized after alcohol cease (How to enjoy life when everyone else still indulges)
Family should never see each other homeless (Well to do family won’t help SMH)
Never seclude your mate because you have no friends or family to chill with.
Da Ugly Ducklin – The Transparent Me 7/30/15 (DAY 11)
My my my, nearly two years ago and it seems as though things still haven’t changed for us uuugggghhhh!!! #FATHERGODINHEAVENWENEEDYOUOHSOBAD
Today is THANK HIM THURSDAY
Shooting in my daughter’s house (Close call SMH)
Her trip to the Dominican Republic
The 8 hours beautification process (Oh how HAPPY I’ll be afterwards)
HCYMABH… Back up and active.
Alone No More… Lying dormant, which is a GOOD thing, because nobody’s suicidal.
H.U.T. My desires for an immediate family (Annual Reunion) on a Yacht, even though I’m terribly scared of water.
TMOB – The Mouth Of Babez (New Ministry) For youth 21 and under, to learn the importance of having a relationship with God and the POWER in Prayer. Taking our children to church ain’t at all the gist of it. They MUST know what’s expected of them and all the BENEFITS within. More important, we don’t want them embarrassed or fearful to Pray to or interact with God.
