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Be careful what you take for granted ” 🎢 🎡 πŸŽ™οΈ 🎀

All my life, although I was outwardly aggressive, in all honesty, I was also pretty sensitive inside; which became overshadowed, by the domineering attributes about me, that were displayed more often than not. Leading me to become ostracized and set apart. No longer invited to this special event or that spectacular extravaganza, and I must admit that it had lasting affects, that I am struggling to shake back from.

Over a period of nearly six years, I’ve been doing a self analysis, in order to rebuild my structure and make myself a more likable and accepted individual, that people are pleased to congregate with; and not cringe.

Success and prosperity is no mysterious magnet, that haphazardly draws individuals in, to celebrate with you, without you first making amends with those who you’ve offended or wronged. 

The moral of the story is this, we live in a cause and effect atmosphere, where I’ve learned, and you should too. That, our horrible actions and repulsive reactions, can devastatingly make or break us.

So, it’s highly imperative, that we’re kind to others and are sure to have their best interest at heart daily, and if you know that you haven’t followed these best practices throughout life, and it’s obvious to see this, because your once huge crowd of friends, family and love ones, is now to the point, where you can count them on one hand, then you gotta make it right πŸ…ΏοΈeriod πŸ’›πŸš€πŸ’™β€οΈβ€¦ Therefore, in the words of the great Ruben Studdard “I’m sorry”🎢 🎡 πŸŽ™οΈ 🎀 

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#thingsthatmakeyougohmm Opinions welcomed, criticism accepted grudgingly πŸ₯ΊWhy am I lonely, sad & miserable? I feel like I have it all together; in every aspect of life πŸ˜΅β€πŸ’«HBU? #PaulettePassionWilliams #PauletteWilliams #TheEmpire #TheEmpireKids #TheEmpireTots #BnFEnt #CeoSonSon

Gotta have #FAITH, Da size of a mustard seed #STAYWOKE
Don’t hate the game, hate the player 😍
Passion feelin herself #PERIODTT
Behind that smile, lies an abundance of unmatched love β€οΈπŸ’‹πŸš€πŸ₯°

My looks aren’t a deal breaker, I’m highly intelligent, an author, college educated, hilarious, family oriented, loyal, honest 😍 what’s missing? Let’s chat about it πŸ’›πŸ…ΏοΈβ€οΈπŸš€πŸ’™

BTW… NEW BOOK onna way #yaay #woohoo drops Mother’s Day… But, in the meantime go grab you a copy of my first 2 β€œThe Transparent ME” & “Sister Sistah Connection”#greatreads #youwontregretit Thanks for the support #PaulettePassionWilliams #PauletteWilliams #TheEmpire #TheEmpireKids #TheEmpireTots #BnFEnt #CeoSonSon

Sister Sistah Connection by Paulette “Passion” Williams
The Transparent Me by Paulette “Passion” Williams

How do you deal with your husband failing to please you in the bedroom?

I’m very sexual, and I don’t want to be too graphic here, but I go in depth about the reason, that I feel that I’m a nymphomaniac, in my book “The Transparent Me

As a child I was sexually assaulted, and the weird thing, about how I how reacted, as I developed, to what should’ve been a tragic moment for me, instead of me fearing men or hating the very thought of them, I actually became highly promiscuous; and gravitated to them, on a highly irresponsible way, to the point where I was soliciting them, sometimes daily smh πŸ€¦πŸ½β€β™€οΈ.

Me, being able to continue this abhorrent behavior, without reproach or getting chastised, gave rise to my second book “Sister Sistah Connection”, where I expound upon breaking the generational curse, and mothers doing better with their daughters, and watching over them.

Unfortunately, my mother and her mother wasn’t close at all, which caused my mother and I, to be horribly estranged; all the way up until she passed, and although I hate like crazy, that she went to her grave, without us making amends, I hate more that I was violated as a child (on her watch), and now have a huge problem with intercourse regularly; causing my husband to feel inferior and invalidated. We can be in that session for hours, but I’ll still need to masturbate, before I feel fulfilled.

But, back to my daughters, and the importance of the book. I was, have always been and will forever be convinced, that my mother failed me, and allowed that (the sexual abuse) to happen to me, was merely because she never connected with me, as a caring and protective mother should have. But, I was determined to do differently by my girls and I have taught my daughters to meticulously watch over my granddaughters, and that can only occur, by annihilating the ridiculous curse, that seemingly has a stronghold on the females in my family, that causes them to hate each other longterm, which in turn stands in the way of the women appropriately rearing up the little girls, and that stupidity only leaves them vulnerable to the possibility, that they could haphazardly end up like me. Something I refuse to stand by allow (Not on my watch).

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#DMVXoe killing this #duet please like, comment and subscribe, thanks and Let’s goooo #Xohans

OK #Xohans, your girl done did it again πŸš€πŸš€πŸš€ I was boutta get #sturdy. In fact, help me see if @KaiCenat trynna battle 😜 frfr, you can even tag @Nlechoppa1 @chrisbrown @Usher or @DaniLeigh @Beyonce & @ciara… I got confidence in ME… What’s our slogan Let’s goooo πŸ…ΏοΈeriod

Family comments on my Twitter: I mean, what can I say Everybody loves Xoe πŸ₯°β€οΈπŸ˜

  • Ohhhhhhh so you think you can dance πŸ‘€πŸ‘€πŸ‘€ in all actuality, I love your enthusiasm, dedication, determination and ambition, but are you absolutely sure, you’re ready for the icons you just called out???πŸ€” 😱 πŸ™„ 😳 #wow #TheEmpire #TheEmpireKids #TheEmpireTots #BnFEnt #CeoSonSon
  • Good job @DMV_Xoe Auntie is extremely proud of you. I see you getting better as time passes #practicemakesperfect #NeverGiveUp #loveyou Ms Mamas 😍🎈❀️πŸ₯° you got this πŸ’ͺ🏿
  • Oh yes, good for you Babygirl, you definitely deserve it. I’m watching you πŸ‘€πŸ‘€πŸ‘€ and you’re most certainly getting better by the day… Keep up the good work and always remember 2 things… Your sky has no limits and nothing beats a failure, but a try Let’s go #PauletteWilliams

I’m so excited, and I just can’t hide it, I’m about to lose control, and I think I like it πŸ˜

I’m on break yaaaaayyyy. Now, instead of limited content… I can go crazy wit it #staytuned #luvya

So, as we head into our break from school # Mommy has already began our special quality time together, and I love every minute of it 😜… She’s my rock; after God, her and my baby brother are the most important people in my life… Ohhhhh, I can’t dare leave u out #Xohans #luvya

#DMVXoe killing #theroofisonfire #followme please like, comment and subscribe, thanks and Let’s go

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Introducing DMV_Xoe πŸ₯°β€οΈπŸ˜

Please follow her here https://instabio.cc/DMVXOE… She dances, raps, comedy and acting. BTW I’m only 9 yrs old, but I can assure you that I’m ready, pumped up, determined and motivated, to be the very BEST that I can be, and I appreciate each of you supporting me in my endeavor and along my journey… I won’t disappoint πŸ’›πŸ˜‡πŸ’™

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148 Days… Nothing beats a failure but a TRY πŸ˜πŸ’―πŸ₯°πŸ’‹πŸ˜˜

Today has been very productive, and I gotta thank all who’ve been Praying for and with me for almost a week now, since I began this unwarranted countdown, and most certainly I thank You Daddy, for hearing our Prayers, and slowly but surely bringing me out of the sunken place, that had me bound… Yes, I can refer to it in the past tense, because I’m believing God for a total miraculous breakthrough, to the point where, even the lingering ideation disappears for good!!! I claim it, believe it, and so SHALL receive it.

All the good things that happen for me today, reassures me, that there’s definitely POWER in Prayer; especially Prayer in numbers. I started to have some cigarette withdrawal jitters earlier, and was about to give in to the cravings, and rush out to buy a fresh pack, but God said… Ohhhhh no you won’t, and He reminded me of my nicotine transdermal patches, that were just stored up for this type of emergency 🀩 #ThankYou Jesus, You’re the BEST πŸ₯°… I did awesome in my workout sessions for today, I noticed that I was able to push myself further than before #Hallelujah πŸ’–… Pandora was on fire πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯ earlier, once Bacc Seat came on, my lil legs was getting it lol πŸ˜‚… I had to slow myself down, so I wouldn’t gas out so fast πŸ˜΅β€πŸ’«πŸ˜©πŸ€ͺ

I stopped for a while, and baked myself some fish, covered in sautΓ©ed onions, butter and lemon juice πŸ‘Œ, with some sweet corn on the side, and some good ole kool-aid, then I was back to the races… I started with Body, thank God it’s slow paced, cause I was stuffed and sluggish… So, I took my time in the beginning, but before I knew it Ballin came on, and once again my legs was going so fast, I most certainly could’ve beat the greatest marathon runner of all times lol πŸ˜‚ lls 🀣… I’m just so ecstatic that my mood has improved significantly… God knows how grateful I am to each of you, who have supported me; some of you, for many many years, have been here since I created this site, and was going through all types of turmoil, you never left me, and always sent me great words of encouragement, and I appreciate it, really I do 😘

Today, when I realized how happy I was, of course I thanked God, for even giving me the presence of mind, to get back on my site and reach out for help. Just imagine, had I missed Him leading and guiding me, I wouldn’t be moving in the right direction, towards healing, and just may have gotten so frustrated, that I could have acted on my suicidal thoughts sooner than I planned smh πŸ€¦πŸ½β€β™€οΈ… But, God makes nooooo mistakes 😜… Also, while pondering on my blissful feelings, I thought about my future, and the things that I need to began to work towards, in order for me to have a long lasting span of happiness, and I remembered my Pastor always said that we should Pray specifically, not merely trivial. So, I mustered up the courage, to ask God for a handsome, God fearing, intelligent man, who don’t cheat, don’t hit women, loves to travel, loves children (I have 14 grandchildren and 1 great grand), loving my babies just like I do is a MUST πŸ₯°… I’m retired, but I want to be either a radio personality, social media influencer or start a record label, music is my life, not to mention all the talent in my family. But, I want my mate to be like minded, and desire one or all of the things I’m interested in, not to be selfish, as if everything has to revolve around me and my wants… Absolutely not!!! Just compatible and able to work together on our endeavors as a team. “Team work makes the dream work”

Welp, it’s time to relax and this is when I get bored and the racing thoughts began to drive me nuts grrrhhhh 😩… I’m scared to make and take my famous OTC cocktail, after it gave me the night terrors, that I experienced the other night shewww lawd… That was scccaaarrryyy πŸ‘€πŸ‘€πŸ‘€. But, I honestly think until I find an online support group, I’ll have to keep self medicating, in an effort to rid myself of mental torment. BTW, if any of you know of a site, that posts about good movies, please fly me in… “Put me in the game coach” lol πŸ˜‚… As always, I love you guys to the moon and back and once again thank you so freekin much ttyl πŸ’£πŸ’–πŸ€©

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