by shootahdcpassion

I’m homeless, and guess what!!! It ain’t about me, but rather ALL about God.

In all that I’m going through, I’m allowing God to teach me humility. Who am I to walk around with a chip on my shoulders, acting as if nobody has a right to talk to me or give me direction, Nooooooo matter their status or lack thereof.

There’s certain ways about me that must change before I can expect to receive anything from God. He nor no one else owes me anything. So, this prideful attitude I attain has to go!!!

Then, the biggest problem is the fact that I act out towards people because of the things I’ve been told beforehand about them SMH, and I just nearly had the same thing happen to me at work, but God showed forth Mercy. I love it when God shows me things about me that He don’t like, because that proves I am in fact His… He chastens who He loves… Therefore Daddy clean me up, until I have the mindset that pleases You.

Here I am in need of sooooooo much, but I have the audacity to get smart with people, just because I feel like I don’t wanna be bothered, it ain’t right and won’t be tolerated, in the eyes of God… And anything that’s not fitting for Him cannot and will not be a part of my life either!!!

Change has to take place, not only because I need a home, more hours at work and debt clearing help. But, more so because I wanna be the devout woman of God He has called me to become and desires for me to be… Love You Daddy and thanx for leading, guiding and directing me… In Jesus name Amen 🙂 🙂 🙂

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16 thoughts on “I’m homeless, and guess what!!! It ain’t about me, but rather ALL about God.”

  2. I love your blog. I love the fact that you are allowing God to push you into submission. But! As I have been reading your blog, one thing puzzles me. Itis the fact that your blog is labeled, Da UGLY Ducklin. In your transition, God has begun something in you that you might not of otherwise had. Right! Psalms 139: 14 says: ” I will praise thee; for I am fearfully and wonderfully made: marvellous are thy works; and that my soul knoweth right well.
    Now if God has spoken, then why not change your blog name? God has spoken. You have to hear him in totality! To God you are beautifully and wonderfully made. Now that being said. You are an overcomer. I will continue to follow you blog because you have a testimony worth listening to. I am a cancer survivor and I know God is the center of my joy,my life, my ability to be all that God would have me to be. Think about it. I feel like I know you. No, I have never been homeless. But I could be. I am going to keep encouraging you because to me, you are awesome!

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    1. Thanx, and everybody asks me the same thing about the blog name… I’ve ALWAYS considered myself the Ugly Ducklin since I was yee high… And that’s simply because of the way I was always an outcast, when it comes to my siblings, and unfortunately nothing has changed in that aspect. So, I keep the name to remind myself that it’s merely me and my Deity. If you remember the story the Lil duck was also treated in that manner, and the funny thing is I’m the baby of the clan SMH. You’d think I’d be the apple of their eyes, but it’s anything but that.

      For years it was only me, my children and my grandchildren, but now it’s been a while since I’ve seen any of them too. Tomorrow, God is making a way for me to visit with them and I’m just leaning on Him to see it through. I’ve already Prayed for a GOOD day, and Imma make this trip in Faith 🙂

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