Sooooooo angry at myself!!!

Just what in the world is wrong with me??? “If God be for me, WHO can be against me?”

I gotta stop letting the enemy reap havoc in my life, and I go curl up under bushes, with my tail tucked… Whimpering and subdued… I’m a child of God, an heir of God and a joint heir with Christ Jesus!!!

God has placed tooooooo much in me for me to keep shutting down on His work!!!

My deepest apologies to everyone who has been willing to back me on His endeavor. But, watched me inadvertently sink into that ridiculous nearly two week depression phase… I’m just grateful that God knows me through and through; enough to know that I wasn’t arbitrarily saying no I won’t do it, because other secular issues and/or opportunities took premise.

But rather He saw the distractions the adversary created for me, to veer me off course, and He had to send the right people along to pull me back. I’d like to thank each one of you for continuing to message me, in spite of my silence, during my trying time… That is nobody but God, to keep you steadfast, amidst my craziness… Thanks, thanx… Then thanx one more again!!!

Everybody… Alone No More is about to take off… Hurting individuals will have the love, compassion, attention, affection, care, concern, time, and anything else they need!!! God purposely saved me from twelve obnoxious suicide attempts, and I suffer from Nooooooo brain damage at all… Actually, I’m ridiculously intelligent… Which shows He’s ever so present in my life. Therefore, onward I go… In His service!!!

I’m BBBBAAAAACCCCCKKKKK ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

BnfEnT (CEO Son Son – DMV)

16 thoughts on “Sooooooo angry at myself!!!

  1. Glad to hear you are back ๐Ÿ™‚ It’s amazing sometimes, the journey God sends us on…just when we think we can’t take another second..but He is there. He’s always there. There have been times when I have turned my back on God but yet in my heart a part of Him always lingers never allowing me to fully go to the darker places in life. So refreshing to hear you speak of God the way you do. I truly believe in the power of prayer so I will certainly keep you in mine ๐Ÿ™‚

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