Not a Good Day

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I don’t have it in me to be strong today. I don’t have the ability to keep from crying, to hold back all the emotions that I’ve gotten so good at hiding.

I try not to let A see how sad I am. He is such a bright spot in my life and I just want him to be happy. I know he’s not happy when I’m sad. So I feel guilty for not being able to hold back my tears as he left for work.

I try to be strong, to keep pushing through despite the pain or emptiness (depending on the day). I try so hard just to ignore those feelings and keep going.

Today I woke up feeling suicidal. I thought if I could just cook a meal or spend a little time with A I would be okay. But I still feel miserable. Self-harm is sounding…

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