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Not a Good Day

Plllleeeeeaaaaassssseeee give to the Alone No More fund, so that this ministry can come together and help hurting people… They should Neeeeeevvvveeerr have to go repetitive pain and misery all by themselves. This ministry will be sooooooo powerful… If you feel there’s any iota of hope for Gods people; take the time to donate at least a dollar and share the site, so that we can be up and running, it’s well needed and certainly will be beneficial… Thanking you in advance
https://funds.gofundme.com/mobile/share/fbshare?url=h2r43w

sunfire and thunderstorms

I don’t have it in me to be strong today. I don’t have the ability to keep from crying, to hold back all the emotions that I’ve gotten so good at hiding.

I try not to let A see how sad I am. He is such a bright spot in my life and I just want him to be happy. I know he’s not happy when I’m sad. So I feel guilty for not being able to hold back my tears as he left for work.

I try to be strong, to keep pushing through despite the pain or emptiness (depending on the day). I try so hard just to ignore those feelings and keep going.

Today I woke up feeling suicidal. I thought if I could just cook a meal or spend a little time with A I would be okay. But I still feel miserable. Self-harm is sounding…

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One comment on “Not a Good Day

  1. Good deal. To many are left to bleed on sidewalks while others mark their spot.

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