What Becomes Of A Broken Heart: Chapter 1- A Black Rose Nightmare

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“Hey girlie! How was your day?” My roommate asked as I walked into the kitchen. I was tired and exhausted from a long school day of teaching and had intended to just grab something quick to eat and head straight to bed. But we ended up talking for an hour over a glass of wine.   I enjoyed chatting with Ayana whenever I did catch up with her at home. She was always busy with work, Buddhist meetings, and graduate school that she rarely had any free time. That was ok because I was typically a loner during that time, anyway.

It had been a while since Julian and I had broken up and had gone our separate ways. Deep down inside, I wasn’t completely over him and had held on to hope that we would be getting back together someday. “Girl, it is time for you to really move on…

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by shootahdcpassion

TRANSITION (Unpretty >>>>> BEAUTIFUL)

All my life I had a terrible complex about my looks, and the craziness inside my head had me doing all kinds of obnoxious things just to become as popular as my peers. I hated going to school each day, because I got teased constantly, which made me fight nearly everyday, and that violent mindset grew on me; following me not only into my adolescent years, but also into adulthood as well… SMH. Sad case though, is the fact that I still struggle with thoughts of being unattractive, and the stigmatism causes me to be more secluded and isolated. In a nutshell, I blame the way I feel about myself on the adversary. It’s his job to “Kill, Steal and Destroy,” and that’s exactly what he attempts to do to my mind.

However…

This is what God is daily showing me about myself… In spite of all I’ve been through… No matter what the mirror reveals… I AM BEAUTIFUL, inside and out!!! God looks at the heart, NOT the outer appearance. So, from this day forward… My confidence EXPLODES, and I’m determined to walk with my head held high DECLARING & PROCLAIMING this chick is indeed Beautiful… Neither Bipolar nor Lucifer can convince me otherwise… And, likewise for any of you who suffer with feelings of inadequacy in ANY arena of life… Bookmark this post and hold it dear to your heart… Now, BE HAPPY…

by shootahdcpassion

Ordinary vs Extraordinary

Can’t wait for my mansion… it’s coming, I even envision its structure, smell and atmosphere (peaceful, sweet aroma, quiet and humongous… everything I’ve dreamed of… “Faith is the substance of things hoped for, and the evidence of things not seen” – I’m a child of God and an heir of God and a joint heir with Christ Jesus… Soooooo, NO good thing shall EVER be withheld from me 🙂 NO MORE thinking ordinary, my God is immaculate, I can do and have anything extraordinary I want!!!

 

 

 

 

 

by shootahdcpassion