Watch “1st FAMILY OUTING and it was litty” on YouTube


Watch “LUDUS LOVE 2” on YouTube

Having a hard time dealing with a person who suffers from a narcissistic personality disorder and they’re constantly tearing down your self esteem??? GET IT TOGETHER!!! πŸ”« πŸ”« πŸ”« πŸ—‘ πŸ—‘οΈπŸ—‘οΈKNOW YOUR WORTH!!! YOU’RE #GORGEOUS, #HANDSOME, #BEAUTIFUL, #CUTE, #SWEET, #PRETTY

For those who think they’re in a relationship with this kind of sneaky mean person, don’t buy them nuttin else #point #blank #period they’re using you… You’re no item, they wouldn’t be seen in public with you, and surely have no intentions on marrying you πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ”“πŸš¦πŸ”«πŸ—‘οΈπŸ”«πŸ—‘οΈπŸ•˜βŒšπŸ”₯πŸ˜πŸ‘ŒπŸ”ŠπŸ’΅πŸ‘ΆπŸ‘­πŸ“ΉπŸŽ¬πŸ”­πŸŽ₯πŸš™πŸ’•πŸ’˜


Watch “EROS LOVE 2” on YouTube

Is the Passion gone??? How’s your Romantic life??? Surely sex nowadays ain’t just part of your regular to do list πŸ“ƒ is it??? PLEASE tell me you’re still keeping it GROWN AND SEXY!!! He never has to deal with your hair flying North, East, South & West does he???

Remember PRETTY GIRLS πŸ‘­ ROCK!!! πŸ”ŠπŸ‘ŒπŸ†—πŸ’˜πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’˜no time ⌚ πŸ•˜for relaxing when he’s still very much active, sleep too long and he’ll be so gone πŸƒπŸƒπŸƒπŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸŽ₯πŸ”­πŸŽ¬πŸ“ΉπŸ•ΈοΈπŸ’³πŸ’΅πŸ‘ΆπŸ‘­


Watch “Agape Love 2” on YouTube

Can you love unconditionally, regardless of circumstances or disappointments??? If you’re anything like me, you’re honestly STILL PRAYING πŸ™ for God to Bless you with all the Wisdom, Knowledge and Understanding needed for you to be able to put aside the hurt you endured.

If you gotta do anything special or buy anything extraordinary in order for your mate to be able to show you unconditional love 😍, let em go immediately… They’re not right for you at all πŸƒrun like never BEFORE πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ’˜πŸ”₯πŸ•ΈοΈπŸ”ŠπŸ‘Œ


Watch “STORGE LOVE 1” on YouTube

Do not, I repeat DO NOT sit beside none of your best friends of the opposite sex, because there’s a slight chance of y’all bumping and grinding… Then it’ll be botua boop botua bang… STORGE LOVE IS IN THE AIR lol πŸ˜‚ πŸ˜‚ πŸ˜‚ ctfu rotmfflmbao lls!!! πŸŽ₯πŸ”­πŸŽ¬πŸ“ΉπŸ•ΈοΈπŸ”ŠπŸŽ­πŸ”’πŸ˜„πŸŽ¨πŸ”₯πŸ’˜πŸ’•

STORGE LOVE means don’t put your hands on nobody’s child please please please please.. That “it takes a village to raise a child πŸ‘Ά is from ancient times… Don’t do it #youvebeenwarned #lol #crazy #lls #ctfu


Watch “PRAGMA LOVE 1” on YouTube

Just how do you feel about arranged marriages and the thought of feeling like you’re not good enough for a certain crush, simply because you can’t add up to his/her parent’s standards… Doctors only marry doctors, lawyers only marry lawyers, politicians keep with the same idiotic mindset, and likewise with celebrities and athletes for the most part… #FOH Nobody’s better than the next, on some real nigga shit, that’s why when I was studying this shit, it was talking bout how couples eventually have to FORCE the dumb shit to work, they realize allowing sexual desires to first take the backseat was a bad idea, because they’re in no way compatible in that arena, now divorce is rearing its ugly head and they’re sleeping in separate quarters of the house 🏑, all because they are forcing themselves to be recognized as important…cut da jokes… Suzie better get herself a Ballin ass thug to tear dat thang up sum proper lol πŸ˜‚ πŸ˜‚ πŸ˜‚ ctfu rotmfflmbao lls πŸ’•β™₯οΈπŸ˜„πŸ”­πŸŽ¬πŸ“ΉπŸŽ₯Β©οΈπŸ”’πŸ”₯πŸŽ‚πŸŽˆπŸ•ΈοΈπŸ’³πŸ”ŠπŸŽ­πŸ€”πŸ‘Œ


Watch “PHILAUTIA LOVE 1” on YouTube

Do you love yourself??? There’s a huge difference in loving yourself and LOVING YOURSELF… Narcissus seen himself in a pool of water and fell in love with himself instantly, could that be you as well, do you know that you know that you know that you know that you’re handsome, pretty, cute and/or gorgeous and someone complimenting you is redundant… Please quit it!!! That’s so over the top, what should be done is reciprocation and move on right??? Yeeeesssssss, mmhhh mmhhh hhhhmm I know I’m right dammit, wit your lil cute self dammit lol πŸ˜‚ πŸ˜‚ πŸ˜‚ ctfu rotmfflmbao lls



Back In Stride Again will be taking CENSORED calls … Yes censored, I’m no dummy, to just allow live calls on my show, which could be a disaster, every Sunday & Thursday starting at 3pm… Y’all went ballistic for Patti’s Pies, now how y’all gon act about da Chatty Whys???

Call (202) 270-2507 and ask any question about the 7 types of loves and the disclaimer is as such, once you call that number, you agree that your voice will be recorded your story will be aired on one of my 5 sites, you’re giving me permission to do this by calling me on my personal phone and engaging in conversation with me.

I have not promised to pay you anything for this participation, your participating is totally voluntary, and we better include the fact that in today’s world, and streaming technology capabilities, there is a chance that a total stranger could steal your story a leisure from one of my sites, and I WILL NOT BE HELD LIABLE. NOW AFTER READING ABOVE, IF YOU’RE STILL INTERESTED HIT MY HIP!!!

Watch “PHILIA LOVE 1” on YouTube


Can I TRUST YOU?. Will you ever TRADE on me??? Will you hold firm to the #OMERTA street code of conduct??? Can I DEPEND on you in my time ⌚ of need, like I’m there for you when needed??? (Reciprocation is very IMPORTANT). PLEASE KNOW:. Our friendship is not merely about what I can give… As if there were Ludus feelings at the core, instead there’ll be us caring for each other on MUTUAL GROUNDS πŸ‘ŒπŸ’•πŸ€”πŸŽ­πŸŽΆβ™₯οΈπŸ”ŠπŸ”₯πŸ”’πŸ’³πŸ˜Š

Watch “LUDUS LOVE 1” on YouTube


Ludus Love is the worst love I’ve ever encountered, when I first began researching it, I thought when it said “playful love” it was referring to giggling, face timing, playing board games and the sorts… Instead it’s about manipulative, narcissistic and conceited individuals, who are only in it to win it, stay away from them and if you’re that type… Shame on you!!! πŸ”« πŸ”« πŸ”«

Lost but NEVER a loser!!!

“No worries ”Β is the continual message playing in my head. God keeps reminding me of WHO I am to Him and who’s I am, and that knowledge alone gives me an inner Peace.

Some days I wish I had plenty of friends to text, call and visit with, so that I won’t feel so sad. Then, I look to the hills, from where my help comes from and realize I’m fine just as I am… Sanctified and moving toward righteousness totally.

This New Years at 12 am instead of partying and getting wasted, I settled for staying in and resting up for a seven straight days workload, and believe it or not, it was very relaxing and I was content. Not to mention the fact that I was outta harms way… Bullets don’t have eyes! To add, my grown children didn’t have much to brag about, fun just ain’t what it use to be, now that I’m praying for transformation in their lives… None of the illicit drugs or alcohol that they indulge in will have the same effect lol πŸ™‚

I’m determined that all my family will be sold out for Christ in 2015, I won’t have it no other way… Besides, there’s so much talent, gifts, wisdom, and creativity stored up in each of us, and it’s time we get busy allowing God to use us as the vessels He intended for us to be. So, if being in solitude, while I listen for God’s whispers causes this lost feeling… So be it!!!

Long as I know it’s in no way equated to failure or being a complete loser, I’m fine with every second of it. At the end of the day, only what we do for God will last anyway. Therefore, have Your way Daddy, building me into a WINNER, like only You can, and turn all my past troubles into bright sparkling TROPHIES πŸ™‚

My MICROWAVE help :-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-)

God is AWESOME, I mean I sit in awe of how HE shows up and shows out for me, and Fam believe me… HE can and will do the same for you.

ALL day I’ve been smiling, and I know my son MUST think I have special powers lol. Nope, I JUST have a POWERFUL connection with my father, who controls everything earthly, and surprisingly sped up the process on NOT one thing, but HE speedily delivered several things to US in record times. NOW tell me HE ain’t tight!!!

Normally, I’d have to sit on hold with my insurance company, and maybe get transferred to like eight DIFFERENT people before my PROBLEM would be resolved… NOT anymore, my DADDY has me at the forefront, like I’m Obama’s daughter or somebody of real importance… that lady answered the phone, hit a few buttons and wallah… documents transmitted way across town, to alleviate my predicament… Ohhhhh yoppington πŸ™‚ πŸ™‚ πŸ™‚

My condo had my money tied up… supposedly, the hold wouldn’t drop off for seven to fourteen days… NOT for me, the conference call took perhaps 17 minutes at most… and what do you know… you’ll Neeeeeevvvveeerr guess… I’ll tell you… RELEASED!!! Imma child of the most high God… Noooooooooo good thing shall EVER be withheld from me…

Normally, when I have to go do bills each month, I dread the wait time at the post office… honey, let me tell ya… Ms Thang must’ve had her Wheaties this morning… because she whipped through at least ELEVEN of us in a matter of 23 minutes… when I walked in, faces were sour, people looking intermittently at their watches, and shaking their heads in frustration… but my PRESENCE; all filled with the marvelous Holy Spirit… the atmosphere changed for the BETTER, and things got cracking… that’s HOW my DADDY twerks!!!

I JUST love God, because I see things looking up for me, in MORE ways than one… This is off subject, but a MUST tell… I see a therapist EVERY week… the same lady each time… let me tell you HOW my DADDY fixes situations in OUR lives… the therapist has to come to the lobby to take you BACK to her office. She steps out, calls my name, I walk towards her, she extends her hand and introduces herself… weird but intriguing… with a shocked look I said to her… Uhhhhh, we’ve met, it’s me Paulette… She nearly hit the floor… I looked Soooooo good, she couldn’t believe it. Now I’m NOT tooting my own horn… instead giving Praises to God for IMMEDIATE healing and transformation.

Fam, this testimonial TODAY is for ALL to see the goodness of God flowing EVER so graciously IN my LIFE… and guess what… IT JUST gets BETTER WITH time.

Jesus saves!!!

OUR scares, fears… then ultimate TEARS thrusts OUR heavenly father Ohhhhh so near!!!

Don’t be too deep when pondering on my next statement, because it shouldn’t be taken to heart, in a literal sense so to say… But, do keep in mind that God delights in OUR brokenness… And please allow me to quickly elaborate, because I would NEVER purposely write anything that stirs controversy or confuses any.

Like with OUR earthly parents, when problems arise in OUR lives, and OUR hearts get heavy, it’s human instinct for us to seek out comfort from those seasoned individuals who reared us up and made every attempt to shelter us from ALL heartache that would/could EVER come nigh our dwellings. It’s common for us to either call our parents on the phone or even run to their destination just to get a hug and lay on their shoulders and cry out, in agony, while WE express our discomforts, and like clockwork… they give US the reassurance and encouraging words WE need to make it through.

In the same way, God wants US to run to Him and lay it ALL out for Him, so He can kick into action on OUR behalf. The nurturing nature bestowed upon OUR parents came from God. Therefore, it’s evident that He obviously BETTER knows how to maneuver US through the ups and downs of life that we’ll surely face.

On a day to day basis, WE will have situations that feel like they’re going to break US down to the lowest degree, and I know firsthand that worry and stressing will be OUR initial reaction. But, we MUST train ourselves to beat the clock… start each day fresh… by entering into God’s PRESENCE as soon as you open your eyes… For me, I make EVERY effort to acknowledge Him before my feet hit the ground, and I start out thanking Him for waking me up and for keeping my FAMILY safe as well. Then, I go right into surrender mode… inviting Him in, to control ALL my interactions of the day. To make sure that I don’t offend NO one, and that I don’t overly take offense to anything someone may say or do to me; that would normally cause me to get outta character.

Not to downplay God’s abilities to properly cover us. But, the enemy may find a way to sneak up on, and bring us bad news (death of a love one, life deterring ailment, loss of a job, infidelity in OUR marriages, eviction, and food deprivation) to name a few… I mean the list of tormenting and disheartening events can go on and on. Nevertheless, God is deftly OUR go to in EVERY aspect.

That’s what I was referring to in my earlier statement, about God delighting in OUR brokenness… once these predicaments arise in OUR lives, and we show Him that we’re TOTALLY dependent on Him… believe me, He jumps right on it, in ways unimaginable, and before long you’ll notice that YOUR upset slowly subsides.

Your scares, fears and tears without a shadow of doubt brings God nearer to you, if you take the time to call on Him. Don’t suffer alone… God is forever on the THRONE, waiting to intervene like ONLY He can.

Jesus saves!!!

Worry about nuttin… instead PRAY about everything :-):-) :-)

I can’t lie and say I didn’t get a lil shook up, as the time ticked closer to my scheduled appointment… But, having my Zude right by my side, encouraging me along the way made things much BETTER. Nonetheless, they couldn’t find what they thought they’d see, and that’s because I’m a child of the most high.

Soooooo, they wanna monitor me EVERY six months… Imma comply, simply because they’re professionals, and in the natural sciences reveal that I’m in need of further treatment. However, the God I know declares by Jesus’ stripes I’m healed.

Jesus saves!!!

The 2nd Most Important Decision Of Your Life

Be NOT unequally yoked!!!

Made To Disciple

If you’re single and you’re a follower of Jesus Christ, then I can assure you, God is extremely interested in your choice of a marriage partner. He wants to reveal the person He has chosen for you, but it’s important to go slowly and carefully into that decision. Next to committing your life to Jesus Christ, it’s the most important decision you’ll ever make.

God’s first desire for everyone, married or single, is a total commitment to Jesus Christ. As followers of Christ, we must be willing to accept God’s will, even if it’s contrary to ours (Matthew 16:24). However, we need to realize an important truth about God’s will: His will is good because He is good (Psalm 34:8). Some people are afraid of God’s will. They fear that once they submit to God’s plans, He will force them to do something miserable. That’s a warped concept of God…

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13.7.14 – God’s View Of Marriage – Peter Cheyne

God loves marriage… do right by YOUR spouse

M.P.C. Sermons

This is a very difficult subject. For one thing it is controversial. For another, there can be a huge amount of emotion and pain bound up in it. There are few things more painful and more damaging than the break-up of a marriage. There is the pain of rejection; the hurt of perhaps having been treated badly; and maybe guilt and regrets. That pain might well be made worse by then being treated as a second-class citizen by other Christians. And yet, Christians want to uphold the sanctity of marriage and not be too comfortable with divorce. It is a tight-rope.

In the Sermon on the Mount, Matthew records only 2 verses of Jesus’ words on this topic but there is fuller teaching in chapter 19. READ Matt 19:3-12

If you look at your footnotes, you will see that Jesus quoted Deuteronomy 24:1 and, in fact, it looks as if…

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What Becomes Of A Broken Heart: Chapter 1- A Black Rose Nightmare

Great writings

β€œHey girlie! How was your day?” My roommate asked as I walked into the kitchen. I was tired and exhausted from a long school day of teaching and had intended to just grab something quick to eat and head straight to bed. But we ended up talking for an hour over a glass of wine.Β Β  I enjoyed chatting with Ayana whenever I did catch up with her at home. She was always busy with work, Buddhist meetings, and graduate school that she rarely had any free time. That was ok because I was typically a loner during that time, anyway.

It had been a while since Julian and I had broken up and had gone our separate ways. Deep down inside, I wasn’t completely over him and had held on to hope that we would be getting back together someday. β€œGirl, it is time for you to really move on…

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I know it won’t be the same but it still breaks my heart. dam Facebook

I go through the same thing at times… SMH

How To Not Hate My Husband

When I see all my faithful married couple friends on Facebook and remember that used to be me.

When I see my friend’s post about how lucky they are to be with their spouse.. that used to be me.

When I see couple’s posting about anniversaries, birthdays, vacations, how happy they look.. I remember that used to be me.

A long time ago M used to be grateful and thankful I came into his life. While it makes him an asshole for what he did and mars my character little. It still makes me sad that I used to post how happy I was to be his, how I’m blessed to have him in my life, how smart M was

The pictures we took together and posted smiling happy all the while he was pursuing a relationship with another asshole of his kind.

Now if I could post whatever I…

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