It’s a hard knock life for ME

NOT understanding why is causing my confusion. How WILL I EVER get to sleep at night??? Were ALL those good days fraudulent? If so, you deserve an Oscar!!! How could I EVER be so stupid, NOT to have seen this coming beforehand and readied myself for it all… SMH ggggrrrrrrhhhhhh 😦

I haven’t a clue as to why this is taking place the way it is, but I Pray with EVERYTHING in me that God keeps me strong enough NOT to be all suicidal AGAIN… I’m tired of the emotional rollercoaster. I’m sitting at work thinking that it’ll all be good in this or that amount of time, but clearly I really don’t know how long the grieving process will TAKE, especially because I don’t know in the first place why you’re leaving me to start.

I’m feeling that it can’t be another female because I check your phone and it’s ALWAYS empty of calls and texts, but you may have mastered a way to keep it all hidden from me, if that is the case, just know karma is REAL.

I further keep feeling like my healing will take long because I have no friends or family near me to keep my mind off you and depression is adamant in that case. I was gon get on a dating site, just to keep myself busy and in an effort to ward off being somber, but that’s just a temporary fix that I don’t wanna be bothered with… Geeeesssssshhhhh life’s a bi+Β’Ο€ then you die!!!

Prayers Plllleeeeeaaaaassssseeee

In need of HELP

Hello,

My name is Paulette Williams and I work daily for USPS and have my own means of transportation. However, as of May 31, 2016 my husband and I will need a place to stay. I can’t afford much, but I’m willing to pay our way. We will take a basement, single room, RV, or even a shed.

Praise REPORT!!!

THANK ALL of YOU who touched and agreed with me… I goooooooooooooooo BBBBAAAAACCCCCKKKKK tooooooo work Monday morning!!!

Plllleeeeeaaaaassssseeee have a Hallelujah shouting good time with me unto God our wonderful Father.

I love and appreciate each of YOU… Thanx again √√√

WON’T be long now!!!

Hallelujah Daddy,

Patience is a virtue… It’s ALL coming together for us slowly but surely and God I credit EVERYTHING good that’s happening to You.

When you’re up against something THAT appears to be too overwhelming for YOU just BE STILL!!!

When God told me to “Be still” I wanted to gripe, question Him and complain because I didn’t feel that what He wanted me to do was in my BEST interest… Buuuuuutttttttt, WHO am I???

Our ways and thoughts are incomparable to His… Trust and obey for there’s Nooooooo other waaaaaayyyyyyy!!!