The pain I feel will Neeeeeevvvveeerr be a part of ME in Heaven… Maybe the angels shouldn’t wait.

ONLY, if I do ANYTHING to speed it up myself, I still don’t escape agony SMH.

I’m hurting sooooooo bad

It’s so hard after business closes to remain sane and Christ like.

ALL day I honestly walk around, as if in a trance… Thanking God in advance for the upcoming expected call… Praising Him for Favor, Grace and Mercy… Then, the clock strikes four and I humanly go into a deep depression and get Ohhhhh sooooooo angry… Please continue to Pray.

Buuuuuutttttttt, I’m holding my Peace… The day’s NOT over yet!!!

Plllleeeeeaaaaassssseeee God LET them call… I need this sooooooo bad.