EVERY since I was a child it seems like people ALWAYS seem to do me bad, and it crushes me the most because it’s the ones I DO the most for SMH!!!
God, please get me to a place where I’m NOT holding grudges, but basically not having to depend on anyone. And in the interim teach me how to assertively say NO!!!
I’m actually one of the most caring people you’d EVER wanna meet. But, it appears that people are so focused on themselves and their agendas to recognize and respect TRUE and loyal reciprocation.
I’m so angry, because it’s about to get cold again, and I seem to be GOING back to my car to sleep for an undetermined length of time, just to KEEP my sanity grrrrrrrhhhhhhh… Please Pray my strength!!!