Not!!! I just gotta keep myself busy… Maaaaannnnnnn, I thought surely by today at least I’d be feeling a llliiiitttttttllllleeeee bit stronger geeeesssssshhhhh :-(:-(:-(:-(:-(
Then, I thought about firing back up my Tagged and Kik accounts, perhaps that’ll keep me occupied. But, that’s simply a temporary cure, in a place where I need a permanent healing… Daddy, I need You!!! This is one of them times where I could use a great big fatherly hug, and lay my head on His shoulder and cry for a few ticks (((((((TEARS)))))))
Nonetheless, before I’ll save myself from the broken feelings and bring him back, only for me to risk another broken heart in two to three weeks… Nooooooo, I won’t even put myself through the agony. I know all too well that he’ll Neeeeeevvvveeerr change! So, let me stop allowing him to take me down on a monthly basis… With no remorse each time. Of course, he does his whimpering, just to get his foot back in the door. But, obviously it’s not sincere or it wouldn’t be a repetitive norm for us… I’m fed up to the max!!!
Therefore, self you had better snap outta this craziness, of even considering to let him come back into your life, to destroy you over and over again! Where’s your self worth? That inkling that says to you… “Girl, you’re beautiful, and any real man, in his right mind, would love to have you, and treat you like the Queen God intended”
As long as I keep settling, why should he change, if nothing forces him to??? There’s never no repercussions for this unfair treatment, he’s just out of the house for a couple days, then brought right back, to get all the rewards a good husband deserves, and I’m sure he laughs deep within; like “look at this retard, I can do anything to her, and she’ll keep taking me back” and that helps him think I have low self esteem, and accept his mess, because I believe I can’t do any better than him… Lies you tell!!! And I’ll show you this time around… Trust me, I’ll be strong before you know it, and I will move on for sure :-):-):-)
No lookin BBBBAAAAACCCCCKKKKK, I’m gone Mr Maaaaannnnnnn… You lost out, and that’s not a threat, but a promise!!! One man’s trash will be another man’s treasure… Don’t believe me… Just WATCH :-):-):-)
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Very good♥
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Thanx
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I wish I knew of more to say except love and prayers to you!
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Thanx
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Thank you for your visit to Kingdom Business and for your follow. I returned the visit and was impressed, so I returned the follow as well. I look forward to following along and seeing what our God is doing in and through you. Blessings to you and yours.
LOVE…GRACE…PEACE…
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It’s my pleasure, and thanx for the follow
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A Talented City Voice.
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Awwwwww, thank you so much… That means the world to me
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No problem. Im thrilled to read your writing. You’ve got a strong voice. Plus women who read what you write are thinking … “I know exactly how that feels!”
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Thanx again… Glad I can help
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I know this struggle too well :/. each time, I say “this is the time I’m stepping away,” and, although the breaks get longer, I never can stay far enough from a situation. I hope this is the full break for you!
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It has to be, and I keep thinking I’m the fool and only hurting myself, because he’ll just stay with her. It don’t matter, let her deal with his mess
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You go girl! I wish i could give you a real big hug right now! You got this! When my froend would have a man issue i would ask her, “if you had a child, would you want them to do what you’re doing? Would you want them to go through what you’re going through?:)” I always say, marry a man that treats you the way you would want your daughter to marry. You’re are going to be so much stronger when this is all said and done. I’m proud of you!
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Thank you luv
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Awesome…and another good question to a boy would be “would you want someone treating your mother or sister like that?” Because the girls they deal with are someone’s mother/sister/friend too.
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Exactly!!!
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Dr. Phil says, “You teach people how to treat you!” I heard that years ago and I’ve been making decisions accordingly. As a result, after separating from my husband a year ago, I’ve learned so much about myself–namely how wonderful I am and how much he took for granted. You’ll find the same. Stand your ground.
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Wow I really LIKE that! One man’s trash is another man’s treasure, I’ve heard that said about things, but not about myself! That is great!!
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You are priceless, worth more than rubies to God! He has the perfect one for you and I pray He brings him to you in His perfect timing!
Thank you for stopping by to read and follow Hope For Today. I look forward to reading your blog. You are blessed and a blessing!
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Thanx, my pleasure
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You know, i just made the decision to stop getting hurt by an emotionally unavailable man, and this post really helped me. Thank you
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We can do this… We deserve and SHALL have better!!! God won’t have it no other way đŸ™‚
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Here’s a book that may help. Living with the Passive-Aggressive Man: Coping with Hidden Aggression – From the Bedroom to the Boardroom Paperback – October 1, 1993
by Scott Wetzler
Yes, it’s an older book, but it really helped me – i wasn’t going through as serious a situation as you, but the concepts should work in any situation. You can buy it for a penny plus shipping on amazon or get it as interlibrary loan from you local library. It is not a christian based book, but i thought it was very helpful. though it is not easy, you simply must distance yourself from the relationship.
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Thank you so much, and I’m getting stronger each time you guys send me messages, helping to build me up to walk away permanently SMH… You’re Ohhhhh so right, it’s hard! But, it’s gotta end đŸ˜¦
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Believe in yourself
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I do finally, and all Praises to God, for showing me who I am to Him. Just knowing that let’s me know that this man lost a jewel
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Hugggg xo
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Thanx luv đŸ™‚
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I saw this quote the other day, “When you learn how much you’re worth, you stop giving people discounts.” Think this applies and should apply to everyone. Keep going girl.
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I absolutely love it… I deftly will, and thanx so much; I needed that!
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((cyberhugs))
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Awwwwww, thanx bunches… Much appreciated đŸ™‚
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